one more day , indeed a few hours more to 2009. (:

time flies, and this year is a bad bad year.

drama life i lead this year.

seriously, this is a tiring year for me.

many gossips about me too.

but, well hah. i am just a bitch. (:

and xian hao was right.

having high expectations will lead to high disappointment.

why lead a life with so much of disappointments?

i always expect people to understand me, to know me.

but i think it has failed.

and from thn on, i no longer pin on any hopes to confide in anyone.

this is bad. i never know i am so unimportant. well, its all my doings. who can i blame. (:

in this year, i see human nature.

a person who appears to be so nice, it does not seem that they will be true to you.

i encountered one.

in this year, i changed alot.

i noticed it, dun remind me.

because from an angel to a bitch.

this is it.

i sincerely hope my 2009 will be a better one.

at least a smooth sailing one.

with all my loved ones being more healthy and be happier.

thats all. (:

oh, my fyp to be better and get graduated from RP ^^

and get a job of my passion and get on with it. (:

this is my resolution for 2009. (:

but on a happier note,

i gained another perspective of life

learning to let go.

let go of all the doubtful eyes on me, and of course comments on me.

let go of all unhappiness and move on.

i've got closer with my family, because after so much, i know family is the one who never gives up on me before. i am glad. (:
i've got closer with gdfriend, my confident (:
and with a love with me who is willing to understand and trust me.

you know who you are. (:

<3

thank you all.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

2009 is reaching sooon....... (:

JIAYOU!

till then,

LOVES.

you are always LOVED by me , gdfriend. (:

family gathering was awesome!
EVERYONE was present.
i seriously love them loads.
being with them, is the MOST comfortable besides being with baby. (:

overall, it was a great night because i had my best companions for the night.
thank you all (:
had nice chat with my aunties.
(: they encourage me alot.
and i had my enlightenment after the talks.
magical. ^^

"what is not meant to be, it is not."
" do not care what others say, because they are not you. (:"

this will be my enlightenment. and there are more. (:
stalk my blog all you can, because i'm not going to let you read me.

my hehe. BOYFRIEND for the DAY. (:
did you want to say something of me?
sorry. i LOVE HIM, MY BROTHER. (:
loves!


till then,
LOVES!

fyp is a killer.
i wish it will be over soon.
jiayou lo everyone!

(: whats your new year resolution?? (:

till then,
LOVES.

received mymelody for xmas which surprise me alot.. (:

which makes my xmas night a happy ending.

<3

till then,

LOVES.

up next: family's xmas gathering! (:

yay! toodles!

CHENGCHISUEN is BACK. (:
i am glad that i can see him ytd. (:
MERRY BELATED XMAS EVERYONE. (:

i'm just a bitch.

and fyp day today.
(: jiayou!

till then,
LOVES.

*i just love her to bits. ^^

at least for now, i am quiet.
(:

till then,
LOVES.

supposingly, at this time i am preparing myself to meet jass and jojo.

but then, being a good girl, i have to stay at home.

because i caught a friend, called flu bug!

the weather is just so so so bad! eeeyr. this is no good. so i decided to stay at home to rest before i got more worse which i cannot afford to. =(

sorrrrrrrrry girllllls.

pop over to woodlands to find baby to service his phone ytd! (:

we went to walkaround with andy and twinlove in causeway.

and we had a short fun time, reading children's pictures books!

hahaha. i think the two guys need to hmm... hahah. improve. (:

thn baby send me to dhoby gaut to meet up with my cousins before he headed for his home. ^^

thank you baby! (:

and went to have dinner with lovelies. (:

it was a simple and nice one!

marina keppel bay was awesome place.

but haha. i am just a lousy drinker.

and wasted hmm 18 bucks whn i only drank for like $0.50 out of it. =(

but afterall, we had a nice talk and home sweet home at 1230am! (:

and thanks baby for waiting up for me. (: LOVE!

*sometimes, its just PLAIN tired.

so PLEASE STOP for you you you and many yous!

STOP doing dirty tricks behind my back.

I HAD ENOUGH.

thanks.

till then,

LOVES!

YES. i finally met up with my gdfriendMIN. (: (: (:
though its for a short short while, i hope she is feeling much more better with my cookies for her. wee!!^^

dinner with my cousins!
woohoo!
i am looooking forward to it.
i got so many stories to tell them!
oh man! (:
my cousin is going to DRIVE!

yayness!

*i'm ready for all the tongues that wag and doubtful eyes on me.

这一路走来很不容易，我想我听累了，也看累了。

你们要怎样随你们了。就算是我错了，我变了，也无所谓了。

你们对我的冷落，对我的批评，虽然表面上没说，但我已经明白了。

我还是会出现，但我想没有人能了解，也没人会懂。我会好好的。因为我是最坏的，不是吗？

我是这样的女孩，失望了吧？我是抛弃人的女孩，抢走人的幸福的女孩不是吗？
我累了。停止吧。

till then,
LOVES.

我爱你， 我的永远的幸福的好朋友。（：

many upcoming activities for me.
super super busy.

tom will be dinner with my lovelies.
friday out with my jojo,jass and dollie.
sat was a day out with baby, i hope (:
and sunday, was my daddy's bdae. yay!

past 2 days was quality time spent with baby.
though its not twosome date, i am glad that i have baby with me. (:
monday was a day at home for fyp and dinner and heart to heart chats with mummy.
heheh.
tuesday was a day out with my bro and mum with baby and andy.
after completing some stuffs for bro, we were off to coffee club for long chats.
hmmm. i am glad that andy can see some light for himself.
smile more la, you look better if you smile. :D

the only regret is that i have no time to meet my gdfriend.
hmm. BIG sigh. =(
hopefully, today at least i gotta see her.

a happy thing: i am seeing baby later again. (:
total yayness^^


till then,
LOVES.

i'm yours. (:

<3.

*you must be strong. because you deserve to be a happy one. with me and with all around you.

always, loving you goodfriend.

till then,

LOVES.

we did not try to forget.

and the happiest relationship it can happened its that the understanding for each other.
baby mentioned about the past, and i mentioned about my past.

none of us get unhappy.

instead, we reminisce the memories we have before.

the communication in us is inexplicable.

we will be better for both of us and for both of them.

and for the rest of them around us, baby.

anyways, everything is over.

memories will not be forgotten.

i will get hold of the present now.

**i love you baby. (:

thank you.

<3

went to loook for gdfriend last evening!

hehe. i just love the PINK booth that she is tending.

because, we had so much fun for that split minutes of getting along with each other (:

hahaha. because sometimes love is there and is not pretentious.

and for this , i know it very well.

its all true feelings and pure happiness. (:

*iloveyou, dearest gdfriendMIN.

at least i know its not pretentious.

<3

"because everything happens for a reason

because everything changed for a reason.

and i definitely know it very well.

because i know the art of communication with another person in your life is challenging.

and thats why, i have to think what is the best way out.

and the answer is ME.

only myself knows what i want.

only myself, have to bear with all the consequences for my doings.

but this is the path i chose."

*twinlove, do you understand? the art of understanding and trust is important.

the art of communication is magical. just wish you can live with your choice.
<3

till then ,

LOVES.

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,LIMXINYI. (:-
though its one day late, but i hope you are happy always. (:

**many incomplete work to be completed.

sighh.
3 weeks of hols = packed.

i think i can faint. :(

on a happier note,

was a great day spent with the dreamers and baby.

hahah. i had a great laughing session with the rest despite i felt lousy last night.

thanks for the walk with me baby.

thanks for the heart to heart talks with me gdfriend and baby.

i felt comfort with them around.

thank you. (:

*sometimes i just wish things are not being laid like this.

i felt that i have been squeezed to the position where its not for me actually.

i will not give up though.

coz sometimes things are just really hard to come by like you.

what matters most is understanding and trust.

you did it. (:

thank you. <3<3

*this is what i said, mutual TRUST. (:

till then,

LOVES!

life should be always simple.

having a heart of gold is the most impt.

dirty little tricks will dirty our lives.

why live in such miserable life when we can be a nice person?

staying simple is happiness.

dont you agree ?

*i found mine.

woohoo!

<3<3

till then,

LOVES!

*sometimes things are not as easy as you perceived.

有些事不是你我都会了解的。



till then,
LOVES.

*350 posts



business finance UT tom.
oh my god. i think i can faint just by using excel.
calculations followed by calculations.
=(





had a happy day today.
(: (:
*one month old
<3.

till then,
LOVES!
we are his AFFAIRS.

*beyond control, you will be better.