happiness.

lovely diary..

i went back home early ytd from work.
you know every woman's impt month is here.
gosh, in pain till no energy to work.
so went back home...

when i am going for a shower,
i heard people crying downstairs.
when i am out, i still hear crying.
i opened th window and saw an elderly lying unconciously on the bed.
i was so afraid i dunno why..
and my dad knew about it, took a towel to cover the window, and bring me to wash my face.
something superstitious going on.
my heart pumped so fast that i hardly breathe.
i was so afraid, i was scared.

but come to think of it, i have nothing to worry nor scared about.
thinking of the elderly leaving this world, her children's heart must be aching.
still i am trembling, coz i never ever have this kind of encounter before..
and when i think of them heart aching, tremble is gone.

sometimes i think, we can be able to wake up every morning, seeing people around us living healthy, and happily.
nothing beats this good and great feeling.
being able to live and work for yourself and for others is a blessing.
dont you think so?
everything will fall into the right place naturally isnt it?

my dad told me ytd.
humans, are a bunch of pessimistic species.
why live so sad when you can choose happiness to live better.
forget about those worries, those unhappiness and look forward.
thats the spirit of living as a human. (:
this line is so inspiring.
that i hardly took my eyes off from my optimistic daddy.
i am thinking, this is what we humans should have in us.
happiness.
everyone has the right to be happy, and to smile to influence others.
i wish i can be able to smile everyday for people around us to be influenced by me.
:D like this. my smile. hahaha.

okay.
i am going to prepare going out to meet my two lovelies.
hehe.
MUACKS.

random

lovely diary..

these few days i have been living in a whirl.
like as if i am not staying on the planet.
maybe i am tired or exhausted.
hah.

just received one message from gdfriendMIN..
i am in the SAME CLASS with HER!
weet weet!(:
this perks me up.
coz its worrying guessing the classmates in your new class(:

my two days off ended so fast.
weekends is my slogging for money days.
i wish i can have all the energy in me for work..
when work become a part in your life..
it makes you wonder, what are you doing here?
what are you working for?
only for money?
yes, i think so too.
HAHAHS.
but its okay, i think i will find some interest in my work.
hehe, i will get used to it. (:

HANG ON MAN! (:
okay.
off to watch my goong princess encore @ channel U.
hehe.
muacks!

buh bye!!

my phone.

lovely diary...

i got my new phone and my new line.
got 2000 messages and 200 mins of outgoing calls.
this time round, i am not going to bomb my own bills and my pocket. :P
to those who have not received my new number, inform me okay?
and CS, I HAVE SENT YOU MY NEW NUMBER, REPLY ME IF YOU HAVE RECEIVED OKAY.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH(:

yes, finally, after so many days of work, i got two days off.
phew~
hehe. i am so drained off after long hours of work..
but i need money to survive.
well, HANG ON. (:

i am going to get my laptop cable later with my mum.
she SPONSORING me!
hehe. coz i am broke paying my phone.
poverty in me.. :(

read i mag.
and i saw one yogurt shop called FROLICK.
looks nice.
i wanna go there one day. hehe.
(:

okay,
seeyou soon!
BYEEE!
MUACKS!

interesting.

lovely diary..

yes, today is a saturday.
nice weather to sleeep, and rot at house.
and of course blogging.
and when i am checking my school mail,
i found this...



hahahas. and my goodness.
there is this elective in LOVE & ROMANCE. (:
hahah. nice article.
maybe you all can search this. (:
so interesting..

whn i am working in seng kang,
i looked at all the bakers baking bread and cakes ..
i wonder what is their feeling when baking all these lovely goodlooking cakes and bread.
are they thinking about the sense of achievement when customers smiled eating their hardwork
OR just for the sake of baking to earn money..
HAHAHS. if its for me, i think i will just to love baking for people to smile, rather than taking the money.
i can do part time jobs, but bake for free.
STUPIDITY. hahah. (:



this is my ANGRY boyf.
he dislike me taking his pic..
hehe. bleah.
i took it anyway. (:

finally...
after some long persuasion...



taa-daa! i took a pic with him with my newest hairstyle.. hehhe.
okay.
i am going to meet him , he is comin my house for dinner today..
hehe. got big meal to eat le! hahahs.

seeya!
oh no, i am working tom!
BOOHOO. nvm, 55 bucks. (:
heheh.
buh-bye!!
MUACKS!

HOHOHO!

lovely diary...

YESYES I AM BACK!!
hehe. been busy at work for two whole days..
today is my off day...
ehehe. and tom have to start again... :(

well, my irritable bowel syndrome is back..
went to visit the doctor in yishun ytd during work time..
due to my painy tummy of mine...
not cooperating very well with its owner, ME. :(
god.

kyboyf really came to look for me after his chalet..
and he acc me to the doctor..
heheh. and this doctor is very weird..
he loves to talk to me with his eyes closed...-.-
i wonder why...
doctor said my this illness is incurable.
he said no research is found to cure it.
he asked me to relax myself.
he asked me to not be so stress..
no late nights sleeeping, no over tiring.
keep stress level to the minimum or zero.
STRESS is what it causes me to have this IBS .
i have to watch my diet.
cannot eat too much.
no milk, no cheese, no oily, no gassy, no spicy stuffs.
tell me, what is the meaning of life without all these.
at the moment, i felt like dying..
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

anw, i went back to work immediately.
i LOVE yishun.
coz i was busy the whole day ytd.
time REALLY flies.
hahaa. (:
how nice!!

today is a complete rest day for me..
no, its a day out with kyboyf today..
hope it doesnt rain today..
hope its just cloudy plus windy day.
(:

okay!
seeya!
BUH-BYE!!!!
MUACKS!!!!

march 17

lovely diary..

hello!
i am back from my outing with dollie, jass and jojo!
hhehe.
yes, we cam whore, and neo print! (:
so niceee to have a great chat with them(:
that ends my off days perfectly. (:

can you imagine sitting outdoor, enjoying the breezy wind, eating the yummy delicious apple shrudel, is such a wonderful and simple feeling(:
hehhe.















































all the visuals above! (:
you can see how much happiness in us! (:
HUGGGS!

off for youtube.
buh bye!!
MUACKS!

BANG!

lovely diary....

hehe. you know i cut my fringe!

into BANGS. (:

hehe. TAA-DAA. (:

:P

hehe. this is what i have procastinated for many days or weeks.

i pluck up my courage to cut when out with my girls.

woolalala.

i had shivers when i cut this fringe.

hehe. well, i am used to my bangs now.

adaptability 100% (:

out with my girls are superb.

photos will be uploaded when i am using my lappie(:

we have heart to heart talks.

it feels great afterall. (:

today will be out with my jass, jojo and dollie! (:

before i start my hectic work schedule tom :(

hehehe.

and mykyboyf going to have his fun in his chalet today..

he will be away for three days.

he promised me he will find me at work when he come back. (:

he better keeep his promise! ^^"

now, i am off to youtube.

NEW episode of they kiss again has been RELEASED! (:

yeayea!!

off i go.

have a nice day!

MUACKS!

dreams

lovely diary..

i've been spending quality time during my three days off.
good goood! (:
went over to gran's place ytd.
hehe.
ever since after my grandpa passed away..
she is always alone.
i felt a pain in my heart. :(

and after a chat with her, i met kyboyf. (:
we went for a walk ( shopping) randomly.
hehe. well, bought nothing, but its great to just simply walk.
bused home, and we stand all the way to boon lay.
had a great chat with kyboyf, and i realised everyone has a dream.
what is mine thn?

everyone asked me this.
but somehow i did not know what to answer.
i felt lost at times..
and i decided to be the woman behind every successful man.
i wish i can help him by all means.
(: maybe this is my dream. :P
NOBLE RIGHT. hahahs. i know.
call me silly, call me no character.. but this is what i really want.
hehe.

i told kyboyf about my NOBLE dream.
he smiled (: heheh.

well, what is your dream then?

off for youtube.
BYEE!
MUACKS.

(:

lovely diary...

i am glad that my darlingrynn is alright now.
hope she will be fine always.. (:
huggs.

and yes, after a few days of work i finally have my days off again.
saturday meeting the girls.
like finally, yes, i am going to disappear in thin air if i am going to reject them.
heheh. i am sooo soo srrry..

in one months time, school is going to reopen.
busy time is approaching..
i dunno if i can cope anot.
hope i can man. (:

cs called few days ago..
hehehe. he is coming back from states ard june.
(: and we are going to have chalet together again!!
for a long long time .. (:

my pay is here , and i am going to spend it again..
this time, is buying my boy's present.
ohhh.. i planned it all. hehe. (:
hope he loves it.
wahaha.

ytd i was sitting beside a granny.
i saw the wrinkled skin she is having.
the walking stick she carrying..
i begin to think my mummy is getting this old..
i begin to heart ache.
i said to myself, i have lots to do being a fillial girl of hers.
maybe i can start from now. (:

yes, my reflections for ytd.
so much to feel, little to write.
cos i dunno when to start. ^^"

okay.
off to my THEY KISS AGAIN EP 13
haha. HUGGGS!
missses.
MUACKS.

gained.

lovely diary..

i tell you something shocking!
i've gained 3 kg!
i was 42kg, now i am 45!
hello, all thanks to SENGKANG.
goodness!! i need to keep myself fit alil.
felt so much unhealthy. (:

ytd was day out with kyboyf.
out to buy my home slippers.
mushrooom head. hehe.
act cute i know.
hehe. (:
thn i was procastinating about this crumpler handbag for 99 bucks.
gonna be my sch new bag..
and i gonna get it on thurs with mum. (:
she agreed on it, because its not using her $$. (:
dinner at home with my kyboyf in my house. (:
yes, my day off is with him..
anyway, he is going to be busy busy, and me too.
booohoo, less time meeet ups. :(

well, enough of all this.
these few days at work..
got once i almost cried.
i serve this couple with two kids plus one upcoming in the mummy's tummy.
they look kind and nice to me..
and when they trying to tell me something..
they need hand signals, and i was dumb, coz i dun understand much of the signals.
thn they tried very hard to communicate with me..
just to buy a pants.
the father of three, husband of his kind wife trying very hard to get her a suitable pair of pants.
and i realised they cant speak.
looking at the way the husband trying to look for pants that suits his wife, i was touched.
sincerely touched in my heart.

yes, after all the communication, i managed to make them like this pants.
and it was expensive to his wife..
but the father was saying, its okay.
as long as you like, you can fit, i buy it for you.
though they cant speak.. their love for each other is inexplicable.
such a simple gesture, its the sweeetest above all the sweet words and hugs and kisses and ex presents.
my eyes welled with tears..
but its only after they left, i drop a tear.
i felt that its so sweeet and the sincere feeling is there.
they nv take each other for granted, and this is what i have to learn from them.

yes, work is a life experience though its more to money matter.
but, i see stories everyday when i work..
different stories and happenings.
maybe work is getting more interesting.

well, i have my 3 days off once again.
need some time for myself thn.
gym, read, housework,eat,walk around.
yes, my time JACLYN'S TIME (:

good night!
buh-bye!
MUACKS.

hi!

lovely diary..

i felt that sengkang aunties all very funny.
always wanna intro their sons to me..
i even went dumb to give one of them my number...
i didnt know she is going to recommend me her son..
when i finish give her miss call, she said pointing in her phone...
" this is my son... he 20 odd plus le.... going to sail out for 5 yrs...
you also 20 odd plus yes? "
maybe she just wanna show me her son.
i think too much..
i was like duh..
hehe.

hahah..
tell you ah.. today i spend 15 bucks just on food.
wah, i calculated and taa daa.
there goes my 15 bucks...


hahahs.
okays.
i shall go for my you tube thn orh orh...
night!