happiness.

lovely diary..

i went back home early ytd from work.
you know every woman's impt month is here.
gosh, in pain till no energy to work.
so went back home...

when i am going for a shower,
i heard people crying downstairs.
when i am out, i still hear crying.
i opened th window and saw an elderly lying unconciously on the bed.
i was so afraid i dunno why..
and my dad knew about it, took a towel to cover the window, and bring me to wash my face.
something superstitious going on.
my heart pumped so fast that i hardly breathe.
i was so afraid, i was scared.

but come to think of it, i have nothing to worry nor scared about.
thinking of the elderly leaving this world, her children's heart must be aching.
still i am trembling, coz i never ever have this kind of encounter before..
and when i think of them heart aching, tremble is gone.

sometimes i think, we can be able to wake up every morning, seeing people around us living healthy, and happily.
nothing beats this good and great feeling.
being able to live and work for yourself and for others is a blessing.
dont you think so?
everything will fall into the right place naturally isnt it?

my dad told me ytd.
humans, are a bunch of pessimistic species.
why live so sad when you can choose happiness to live better.
forget about those worries, those unhappiness and look forward.
thats the spirit of living as a human. (:
this line is so inspiring.
that i hardly took my eyes off from my optimistic daddy.
i am thinking, this is what we humans should have in us.
happiness.
everyone has the right to be happy, and to smile to influence others.
i wish i can be able to smile everyday for people around us to be influenced by me.
:D like this. my smile. hahaha.

okay.
i am going to prepare going out to meet my two lovelies.
hehe.
MUACKS.