after work!

camwhoring session!
short meet up with dreamers after workk.
niceeeyyyy! (:
at least i got some alone time in the train with babyboy!

LOVES!

my gooodyfriend!


always rmb, i LOVEYOU (:

till then,
LOVES!

bad day of work! :(

jaccy has her badddddd badddd day of work yesterday and today. :(

got scolded and everything was not smooth at work.

i know things are hard at the start and i guess everything will be okay.

i hope i can learn fast and get the hang of the job fast! :(

because i dun wish to be been scolded everytime. :(

humans are like this.

this morning, jaccy was thinking of how great is school life now.

jaccy regretted saying school was bad.

i hope i can turn back time and study in school.

at least i got to see babyboy everyday.

at least i got see all my friends everyday.

sighhhh...

jaccy dislike work now.

she dislike everytime the moment she wake up, she needs to face 9 hours of stress at work.

she loves to drag her feet to work.

so demoralised.

so tired.

but jaccy is happy because she looks forward to everyday after 6 pm.

because i will see my baby boy once i got down the lift!

hehee. thank you baby boy! (:

sweeeeeet feeeling. (: (: (:

i hope my gdfriend enjoys her first day at work tom!

JIAYOU LO!

LOVEEES!

till then,

LOVES!

work!!!!!

above are all overdure pictures!

loves! (: before and after my work. (:

work is tired tired tired.

reaching to the second week of work its tolling for me.

today i got my babyboy to send me to work in the early morning & breakfast in melody's lunchbox with honey lemon drink for me. (: (: (:

BLESSED! (:

thank you babyboy! (:

LOVE YOU .

<3

till then,

LOVES!

work was nice & pleasant. (:

& its great to learn alot from my colleagues.

hehe.

though, i am still not used to the life where babyboy is with me all day & everyday...

but i am trying hard, and i promised him i will work hard with him together to keep us going.

yes baby boy?

marriot was fun with babyboy! (:

shopped the whole of town.

had dinner and supper with lotsa yummy food. (:

had a good night chat with babyboy.

the feeling was hmm..

simple and sweeet. (:

lighter flashback: went lunching with monster.

great time spent! (:

hehe. nice catching up with him and haha.

delicious cakes treats of course! (:

celebrated twinlove's bdae with DREAMERS.

woohoo! it was really great having all the get together and steamboating (:

the feeling was warm and nice. (: afterall, i enjoyed ^^

catching up with gdfriendMIN when going home was really heartwarming.

i love the way how we confide in each other.

& its always good to have a soulmate like her. THANK YOU-you!(:

HAHA!

enjoying and cherish everytime with him. (:

i love you, babyboy. (:

thankyou.

went for another interview this afternoon, and i got the job!
well, its my mummy company, and i can get to work with my mummy everyday!
thats pretty cool isn't it?
i got less than one week to enjoy my "holidays".
i wish i have more time sometimes, contradicting huh?
i wan to have some alonetime with babyboy.
the whole day with baby boy!
COMPENSATE TO ME! (:

clothes.contact lenses.shoes.
oh man!
my mummy's gonna kill me for sure.
but its okay, i am going to feed her every month!(:
this makes it all worthwhile eh? hahha.

waiting for babyboy's call now.
going to sweettalk to him later.
because i upsetted him.
:(
i'm sorrrrry.

till then,
LOVES!

FAMILY IS LOVE.

hehehe. a day out with mummy,daddy and brother! (:

to chinatown OG and my ah ma house. (:

happy happpy times spent over there with them, and much cam whoring session!

MY DADDY IS NOT COOPERATIVE WITH MY CAMERA:(

hahah! i got his backview anyway! :P

hahahas! jaccy is happpy though sorethroat is creeping to her..
I AM TRYING ALL MEANS TO CURE IT!

YES BABYBOY? (:
you know how much i miss you?
i loveyou!

till then,
LOVES!

happpy times!

finally, at last, i saw my babyboy yesterday! (:

was out to play with his sister and babyboy to pool centre.

(: my second atempt, and i learnt alot, in fact much more than what ky taught me. (:

i managed to play it well & indeed i have a great time with both of the siblings <3.>

nicey nicey day out with them and the family.

& i hope it stays like this happy forever.

i will work harder to make this happy time everlasting.

sweetest babyboy, shall we?

love the word: HAPPY! (:

* note to you: THANKS A MILLION for being there for me where i need a place to rant myself.

you always provide me a shelter to hide from rainy days & always provide me hopes and wishes to me to look forward, encouraging me that i can do it. I HOPE I CAN SHELTER YOU MORE AND SPREAD MORE LOVE TO YOU. hope you are doing well, goodyfriends ALWAYS. (:

<3.

till then,

LOVES!

affair i invited you alr! (:

sorrry. i tot you nv read blogs. so i nv invite you in! (:

went bugis the whole day.

visited the temple, and i felt really better. (:

thn walked around in bugis v, and nothing to see also. haha!

thn headed to bugis junction, and bought a bear bear necklace for 10 bucks.

must really curb my spending, coz ytd i bought titus watch at big sale for 149 bucks:(
feel my money draining out. oh no! its been very long since i spent. haha!

2 days i have not been seeing babyboy.

i hope he is better alr. (:

loves.

met up with mummy today for lunch.

yummy, and i ate quite alot.

because i am super hungry! (:
thn shopped around, mummy asked me to buy one more pair of leggins so i went topshop.

thn i went cam whoring in the fitting room! (:

MOST SATISFYING PHOTOS! (:

HAHAHAH. i just love the lighting inside.

woohoo!!

time for kouufu dinner :(

till then,

LOVES.

for so so long, i cried last night.
been feeling down ever since dunno how many days ago.
but i had a chat with gdfriend, she assured me and i got better.
but last night, everything seems overwhelming.
i couldnt take it, i broke down.
silly right.
i always tell babyboy, sometimes making comparisons will kill someone.
and i told him if i am to make any comparison, i will only compare myself with rona.
in this blog, everyone is here so close with me.
i am not afraid to rant it all here.
i know i am different.
for once i tot i was.
but it seems i been living under her shadow.
people will mistook me as her.
but i know it was not on purpose.
i find it funny and cute too. so i did not take it to heart, for this is real. (:

she has so much talents.
she is prettier.
she gets along very well with baby's parents.
and most of all, she did not make babyboy's sick.

i did.
my dad scolded me.
his mummy scolded him.
afterall, everything is back to me.
i may not be as lovable as rona.
i may not be as talented as her.
i may not be the one who is making babyboy better.
but i really love this babyboy of mine.

it aches my heart whenever i see rona's stuffs for his sis.
it aches my heart to see babyboy keep falling sick.
i become more and more helpless.
though babyboy comforted me with all the i am the best girl words.
it got me better.
but still i will wonder.
plain jane i am,
i dun wish to bother.
who i am.

gonna talk a walk outside.
visit the temple.
i will feeel much better. (:
trust me.
i will be okay.

i'm sorry babyboy.
i know i am silly.
i will be okay alright.
pray you will be okay! (:
loveyou!

thankyou gdfriend.
for always being there to listen me out.
loves!

till then,
LOVES.

finally, i managed to get back my archives babyboy.
(: the past of me, and the present of me, seems to change alot alot.
reading my past entries, the things i wrote is so so much different, i realised how much i have gained and in the same time how much i have lost. (:

blogging has been a part of my everyday life.
but now, i am writing all my true feelings down compared to my past entries.
this is my sense of achievement, isn't it? hahah.

i nv got to see my babyboy today.
i hope he is recovering well, and hope that i can see him tomorrow. (:
love you!! ^^

someone(s) popped up a qns before..
do you think jaclyn and edison will last?
though i am not the one answering this question,
but i hope we can last.
a relationship is not a third party can judge de alright.
i can just say , i will work harder to cherish this man of my life.
i promise i will do a better job than rona, i believe. (:

till then,
LOVES.

went out with gdfriendMIN this afternoon!

fun filled chats and hangouts in MOS burger was great&awesome (:

shopped around in IMM and went to my favourite place in the past: DAISO. (:

hehehe. many many things to shop and bought ribbons for my card making (:

of course, cam-whoring with gdfriend is SUPERRRRB! (:

my card for my mummy.

NICE RIGHT!?

because i am a lovely daughter (:

babyboy's down with fever.

i am worried.

i am sad.

i am helpless.

tell me what can i do to shoo away the sickness for babyboy?

sighhhhhh..

if i am really a genie, i wish to magic away his sickness FOREVER.

:(

till then,

LOVES.

hehehe. was out for lunch after my interview with babyboy and mummy(:
nice feeeling, and it was great afterall. ^^
interview was smooth and i hope i can this job, and get paid everymonth! wooohooo! (:
watched marley&me , it was nice, 5 stars! (: i cried like.. hahah. its a sweeet and touching story about doggy and humans. (:

before movie, we went to play with the machine filled with toys.
okays, spent 11 bucks on the cute cute pinkyyy melody! (: sweeet aint it? (:
its babyboy and me who bring it to this world filled with love by both of us!
hehehe. lovelove!
**daddy&mummy loves you. (:

thn went home to have dinner before babyboy headed for home.
poor baby, his face is in pain after all the squeezing of his pimples during his facial.
i hope he is getting alot better okay. (:
<3.

meeting gdfriendMIN tomorrow!
hehee. LOVELOVELOVE!
i hope she will be happy and all.
because i do not want to see her unhappy sometimes because she JUST MISS ME SO SO MUCH. horh!?
LOVES. (:

till then,
LOVES.