preeeettty rainbow right! hahah.
witness this with babyboy just now in cineleisure.
hehe. JT says we will have a good yr ahead!
i wish too alright! (:
my FIRST time seeing the pretty rainbows!
lovelove!
JT& goodfriend text me abt this rainbow, and totally immersed ourselves in happiness with 7 colours! (:

toured around town and bugis today with my babyboy.
never fail to run around the singapore till our legs begin to sore. :(
verrry pain, till we settle ourselves in koufu @ cineleisure. hahah!
chit chatted until we are almost recover and head down to cuppage plaza for the wanton noodles! (:
home sweet home at before 9 because babyboy is real tired :(
thank you babyboy for your "never fail to make me happy".
everything seems so different with you around.
though many things has changed, and i believe it will be better, yes?
love you babyboy!

tomorrow is a big day for all the SIT students.
PROM NIGHT. (:
it will be a happening day for all of us.
its a pity cynthia is not joining. :(
but i hope everything will be a fun fun fun one!
see you all there my DREAMERS!
(: (: (:

till then,
LOVES!

G-O-O-D-F-R-I-E-N-D.
<3

dayout(:

hehehe. finally i got a blogskin which makes much more conveniency to readers. (:

i changed quite alot, this is the best one. (:

today i had a great great day! (:

babyboy came over to find me early in the morning.

saying that he hardly got a whole day free to acc me due to his hectic driving lessons. :(

& we managed to stalk someone's blog and add it to my "favourites" :P

teeheee.

we headed out to bugis.

original plan:pray and cut my bangs.

due to the pouring rain, i could not make it to the temple.

plan B: suprise gdfriend and the rest in V8 cafe !! hahahaha!

this plan was a succcess!! (:

had a happy lunch with the rest of the dreamers.

heheh. (:

thn we separated and head to far east.

to cut my bangs and shopped around before my babyboy heading home early and meet his friends. (:

and we entered into the hello kitty shop!

babyboy bought me a melody cute cute pen!!

cute right?! when closed, its only a head, but whn you begin to use it to write, the lil pinky body will pop out! hahaha! LOVELOVE! (:

thankyou babyboy!

bought a jacket with flower prints.

nicenice! (:

thn walked around and headed for home.

its been long since i am home for dinner.

& i always love the homely feeling. (:

hehe. lovely! (:

till then,

LOVES!

been looking at the past photos, and i realised how much i've changed and perhaps AGED. (:

nevertheless, i am happy that i've changed to a slimer me. whahaha.

RESULTS IS OUT. i am officially OUT from RP.
though my results dropped quite abit, but i managed to stay at 3.05 range.
yahs, my results is 3.05
all Bs and one C+ for my FYP2.
i am glad that i passed all my modules.
its time to start thinking where i should start my new phase of life.



heheh.going to polyclinic later on.
oh man. GOD BLESS ME. :(
hope i am able to meet my baby later on (:
hehehe.

PROM is a few days away! woohoo! i am going to enjoy and share everyone's prettiest moment at marriot hotel on thursday. hehe.
AND ALL DREAMERS SHALL ENJOY. (:
there are so many things not yet settled.
its time to sort things out. =)





thank you very much for the being there for me. if life without you, means my life is without colours. my goodfriend, my soulmate and my love. (:
thank you goodfriend. <3

till then,
LOVES!

hehhe. i am back! wooohoo!

after the chalet, i was drop dead and recover from my insomia right away. (:

had dinner over at baby's house and ya. something unhappy happened. but its cleared within that night. i AM EASIER to please horh baby? hhaha.

thn had another unhappiness friday night.

hmm. i wish all these unhappiness will stop and more happiness to be alright?

but i'm glad that baby for your understanding and the trust you put in (:

always in love with you... <3.>

saturday was the day out with baby's family.

had a great day out with them. (:

own a black lil heels with ribbons[my favourite] and become a lil happy girl ^^

haha!
today is the day where i am out with my sweetest baby. (:

vivo and our simple ikea trip with many sauce hotdog buns and the sweetest caramel DISCOUNTED ice cream was a pleasure. (:

i love being with this silly biggy baby.

loveeeee!!!

till then,

LOVES!

LOVE THIS GIRLL TOOOO!! (:

fun fun fun !!! (:

my G-O-O-D-F-R-I-E-N-D<3

QING AI DE. (:

PAPA-BEAR!!

my SWEETEST BABY. MUACKS!

inside- AFFAIRs! hehe.

FAMILY! (:

my TWO IMPT people in my life. (: (:

BFF! (:

dearest hwee leng and GDFRIEND! (:

MINS- LOVES! (:

my dear girls (:

O0OPS. rivals (: hehe.

woohoo!!! HL AND ME ! (: loves!

shumin and me! LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

1, 2, 3! SAY CHEEEESE! (:

3 musketeers buying BBQ FOOD! (:

my gdfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

back from dreamers' chalet!!
HAPPY DREAMERS' CHALET!!!WOOHOOO!

haha. received part of the photos because of the tiredness in me. =P

overall, we had a nice nice super nice chalet.

with all the drinks, with all the yummylicious food, with all the spooky ghost stories, with all the singings in kbox, with all the budget dinner [maggi mee], with all the true heartfelt words sharing session , with all the tired snorings and cold night and squeezing. most of all , its wonderful enough to have all the awesome companions together and enjoy the moments. (:

hahah. super loves to all dreamers.

and we shall see each other sooon at prom night!

woohooo! (:

till then,

LOVES!

at a later part of evening, i rotted infront of the tv.

hehehe.

and i came across this program called vanity in channels newsasia.

oh mans, its all about plastic surgery.

i watched the procedures, and i witness the pain in them.

great pains for a pretty face.

do you think its worth it?

different perceptions, different thoughts.

oh mans. this is crazy.. :P

chalet for dreamers tomorrow.

yippeee! :)

till then,

LOVES.

my sweeeeetestt baby. (:

yesterday is V-DAY.

how are your getting along with your vday?

i had an awesome one (:

thanks baby!

for the necklace and baggy. :P

i have been going through sleepless nights for so many days.

insomia.

cannot take it sometimes. :(

body-clock went heywire.

=(

i've been happy all these while.

sometimes, happiness dont always come forever for you.

simple life can always be happier with those who has a colourful life, aint it?

i always thought i am not any better than many people.

i have no talents.

i have no pretty face.

i have no tall and lanky body.

i have no feminity in me.
i have no sense of anything, perhaps humor?

i have no lovable face for people to love me.

so much "have-no(s)"

but i have a heart to listen myself.

when inferiority comes into me,

i will tell myself: jaclyn, you are called jaclyn. not anyone else.

love me or not, its up to people.

(:

maybe this is the way that i can pacify myself. (:

till then,

LOVES.

its tuesday.

its wanqin bdae.

though she cant see this entry..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER. (:

going out with gdfriend later!

woohoo!

(: (: thanks gdfriend!

you know what i mean! ^^

after my short meet up with her,

i'm meeting baby after his driving.

yay! its been more than 24 hrs since i last saw my baby.

hahah. call me crazy.
call me silly. i just love to see him EVERYDAY. (:

but i know i cant.

coz i need to learn the days when he is in NS.

hehehe.

till then,

LOVES!

today is wednesday.

been down with flu and cough AGAIN.

eeeyr. dun like to be sick. =(

had my bdae celebration with the dreamers. haha.

and i edited my pictures! (:

hahah. thanks for the surprise!!

love your loads! (:

hahah! MEI MEI RIGHT!? ^^

and the last day of school pictures.

(:

my girls with me (:

<3.

a family photo! (: hahha.

my "QING AI DE" o0ops.

sorrry baby i shld have told you earlier! (:

i seriously love this pic alot. hahaha.

well, this is guy beside me is real baby. (:

*blushed*

<3>

LOVES. (:

not forgetting this super impt person in my life.

i am so sorry gdfriend. i GRABBED the pics! (:

love her SUPER much! (:

G-O-O-D. F-R-I-E-N-D!

i know how to spell!! hahahaha.

till then,

LOVES!

this yr 2009, is my new start totally.
this is my first private entry of the year.
had broken friendships with the clique of up till 8 years.
i felt the loss in it.
but after sometime, i digested, absorbbed.
that this is friendship is no longer a keep for me at least.
they said, they have been rejected.
what about me?
ive been rejected once, and i've seen through.
they said, they had enough, me too.
no doubts.
maybe my life will be much more peaceful because i have my decisions in my hands at least.

though i know this time round, i will be much lonelier, but i believe this is my growing phase of life. i shed tears, is it worth it? i tell myself. i tot its worth the tears, but its not.
i've been through so so so much, from a failed relationship, to a new one, from a once complete friendship, to a none. from no competition , to loads of competition outside. from no comments on me, to i have to wear some bad remarks to myself. who knows it all?

maybe all these looks complicated, looks negative to you guys who have the access to my blog.
but, after so so much, i've gained alot of things.
1) understanding and almost to perfect boyf.
2) understanding and full of acceptance family i have.
3) a wonderful goodfriend to be with me all these while.
4) dreamers who is much closer with me, to cheer me up.
5) grown up me, immune to whoever will say about me and my new relationship.
haha. i have so much gains. i am contented enough alr.

i am really feeling thankful for everything i own now.
i will try to put this broken friendship aside.
this is what my sis taught me. (:

till then,
LOVES.

i've drifted.
i've cried.
i've smiled.
i've let go.
i've been happy all these while.
because in this coming birthday i am 20.
i've grown up (:

sukkasem maneeratanachaiyakul [this is my friend's name!verrry LONG. (: ]
he going back to thai.
BON VOYAGE!

till then,
LOVES.

i am happpy.

that i left with 3 more modules.

to my FINAL last day of school (:

to my birthday

to CHINESE NEW YEAR! (:

i'm contented enough alr.

what more can i ask for frm you?

till then,

LOVES!

imissyou <3

i'm sick.
terribly sick.

originally, is baby who got a fever.
but now, i am here having fever
body aches, sore throat, flu, cough and fever.
doctor say, fever will last for 5 days.
oh my god.
i think i need to rest alot alot.

thanks baby. for being with me for doctor.
i hope you will well always. (:
loves.

i will be fine.
because i know i am strong.
hehe.

till then,
LOVES!

(:

i'm smiling.

because i enjoyed my weekdays.
because my FYP2 is over, and its really haha.

HAPPINESS. (:

had alot of chats with my teammates and we were talking about the great teamwork we possessed. its awesome! (:

*presents to you, my awesome loves! (:

LOVES!

*grabbed this from gdfriendMIN's blog. hahaha.

<3

went over to open house '09.

to look for baby and andy. (:

and took some visuals with andy.

*thanks andy! ^^

*the male lead of my life. <3

for the past few weeks before my FYP2 ends, met up with CHENGCHISUEN.

(:

he is back to singapore, and i'm sorry about my MIA-ness.

haha. but managed to have a good talk with him though. (:

took visuals with him before he heads back to US and macau. (:

* SAW YOUR FACE LE MAH? (:

DUN SAY I NV PUT OKAY! (: CHENGCHISUEN.

BESTFRIEND. (:

<3

*never forget to end this entry with this love.

(: ILOVEYOU <3

the forever friendship contract.

till then,

LOVES!

if everybody understands thats not humans.
thats GOD.

no wonder, there is always a difference line between GOD and HUMANS.
this is it.

i always believe that everything has its own way out.
because this is FATE.

i believe in concerns for friends.
but, ITS NOT sometimes.
they care for you, when HAHA. when they are in their rainbow mood.
YOU KNOW?

i dont know.
because i dun wish to know anymore.
i am truly disappointed.
if i were you, i will not behave this way.

sometimes people,
MIND YOUR WORDS.
you will never know who you will hurt.
so please BE KIND.


till then,
LOVES.

FYP IS OVER!
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

more updates next entry. (:

till then,
LOVES!

its the fourth day of the new year. (:

i have been enjoying to my max for these four days. (:

though FYP is a killer. god.

been compiling for x10000000 times and its finally done. (:

there is no 2 jaclyn.

there is only one.

so i will be myself, and make people accept me. (:

as i've promised you. (:

i will work hard. ^^

you will, aint you?

tom is school reopen.

and fyp is happening in 2 days time.

tom is fyp submission.

and yes. i am going to be done with my fyp.

and 3 weeks to last day of school.

i am looking forward to it.

i am turning 20 like in a few weeks time.

am i ready for it?

hoho.

and last night, i casually chatted with a lil girl aged 5. (:

in bus interchange. hehe.

the innoncence in her, is what i always loved in a child.

i love the way she communicates, and i love the glowing eyes in her.

and she is beautiful (:

till then,

LOVES!

had my fyp meeting! (:

fruitful one.

and a happy one. (:

finally, at this time, FYP compilation is done.

wish me luck next week for presentation.

woohoo! (:

cam whoring today with the girls ^^

lovely teammates!



<3.

woohoo! i am contented enough with great teammates cum friends around me. (:

went shopping and bought a baggy ^^

mum's bill.hohoho.

this week i am really drained.

super tired.

i need a rest, a nice nice super long rest soon.

bless me (:

till then

LOVES!