PASSED!!!!

lovely diary,

i've PASSED MY PP!!!!!!
lets HOOORAY!!!!!
lalalalalalalalala
i am sooo happpy.


though its a bit small, but still i am HEAVING A SIGH OF RELIEF.
finally, i can drop this stupid dumb dumb big stone in my heart(:
and i am really smiling from heart when i read this result.(:

first day of school...
my feelings will be TIRED.
cannot get myself to wake up..
& i felt even BLUE when i know i am having web lessons.
all the codings and stuffs..
really can kill human like me.
but i finally found the motivation for myself to study hard..
i dunno what perks me up, but today i felt that i did well.
at least i make an effort to familiarize w all my cruel codings.. (:
i'm happy anyway! (:

and chengchisuen flew away again.
he is going to arrive singapore in another 5 more months.
we will be looking forward(:

time flies really..
sometimes i feel that in life, many things turned fragile.
even for a relationship.
i've seen many broken relationships around me.
its a lesson for me to learn and reflect.
on how are we going to keep the flames of love burning..
its a lesson for me to learn to be a better girlfriend...
its a reflection on the mistakes i've made yet i've neglected..
often, i asked myself..
how well do i fare in being someone's girlf?
i've watched movies, dramas.
i've read books, fairy tale books..
they said..

" love is sacrifice, possession, passionate, embracing, forgiving, understanding,giving,a lesson, generous,acceptance, growing stage,unbreakable, fairytale,respect.."

does love really mean it all?
all i can say,
loving a person, accepting a person you love, living with him/her is an art .
don't you think so?

i wish ..

i'm out!
byebye!