thats when i love you ♥

i wonder.
how come demanding girlf(s) got a submissive boyf(s)?
do they deserve a good boyf?
i just cannot stand this.
its been far too much that i can bear.
ya.
life is unfair.
maybe this is the answer to my question.
tsktsktsk.
this is bad.
certain things must strike a balance.
haha.
dont you think so?

wed is my big day.
my fyp 1 presentation.
first team in the morning.
ohmy. can i do a good job?!
nervous.excited.anxious.fears.
all overwhelming me.

shit,
i am terribly tired.
i hope lesson will fast end
no. i wish my hols faster come.
no. i wish my fyp faster over.
no. i wish my ut faster over.
no. i wish FYP rehearsal faster over.
no. i wish to sleeeeeeeeep nw.
yes, sleep is what i deprived for.

i am alr lacking of many months of sleep.
are you as tired as i am?
i hope not.
coz my life is no fun.
not at all.
till my fyp is over in 2 days time.
fyp 2 is coming up.
2 weeks for me to rest abit.
and off i am again for fyp 2.

i am having sucha good life.
welcome to my good life.
haha.
though i am being grouchy for so many months,
i am glad that i live life to the fullest.
i wish my determination for life is leveled up.
i want to craft myself into a determined lady.
into a human who will not scared of hard life.
this is life lesson.
for me at least.
i am proud of myself.
at least.

funny thing to recall:
my cousin parks her car into 2 parking lots.
hehe. how adorable she is.
and yes. she is adorable in my heart.
cheerios!

till then,
bye.
(: