:(

after graduation, i thought life will be turning into a better phase of it.
at least, i felt proud i graduated.
but i feel otherwise after i stepped totally in a working world.

when one starts to say smth:" this girl from RP lehs, please consider if you letting your child in next time"
my pride was being stepped.
in fact, not only one criticism.
there are many i can tell you, but i think i got 4 months of critisicms to say.

many people tell me to jiayou.
i very hard to add oil anymore.
i felt myself useless to the max.

my mummy said dun always use tears to wash my face everyday.
but, i cant find any solution to make myself feel better. haha.
i tried my best alr. but still, no one appreciates me.
its tough when people think you are a nobody. just an assistant, who does all the shit.
maybe one day i stepped out of the company, people still think i am a nobody.

i am totally unhapppy.
but what can i do ?
LIFE IS LIKE THIS.
face it bah, jaclyn.
you can only move forward, do your best.

off to chat with baby on the phone.
tata!

till then,
LOVES!