tired & worn out.

recently, my manager pass me loads and tonnes of workload to manage.
& i think i am dying of tiredness.
9 hours working like a machine non stop.
more comments, more rantings and all.
i've heard enough. whats new?
haha.

you told me to endure.
i got a new ambition.
not to be handicrafter,
not to be a passionate teacher,
but to be a merchandiser. (:

i love the feeling of wearing your most comfortable clothes and sneakers,
roaming around the streets accomplishing each projects.
though i do not know whats merchandising is all about,
but i heard the big picture of it.
& i can say, i will fall in love with this job.

imagine myself, wearing my favourite everlast sneakers,
wearing my favourite singlet and jeans.
& still working taking salary.
working with the most creative colleagues.
woooow. that will be amazing. (:

few more weeks.
i think i will be facing more hell.
because baby's enlisting.
the worst feeling i am going to get.
& i am not at all prepared for it.
tell me, what should i do?

hais. work tomorrow again.
its getting even dread-er.
shits.

till then,
LOVES.