(:

just had a feeling to msn ferynn to take good care of herself.
(:
but you know, it was all different when she replied.
it felt so so distant.
i wonder, how does all these happen?
perhaps maybe it started a year plus ago.
before baby & i got together.
when i saw this reply, my numb heart for friends hurts again.
it just so happen, i tot everything will be fine, but its not.

maybe because one of my friend's incident revokes the whole past again.
its been hiding in me, the lost of 4 friends.
its terrible.
but nobody knows.
& i did not work hard to maintain or get it back.
even if its getting back, i felt no point.
because everything is different.
my bad. ):
anyways, its all over.
they are living well, i am happy.
i am living well with couple of gooood and really good friends.
they are loves and gooood ones. (:
they know who they are. hehe.

hao bah,
9 more days to baby's book out day!
(: awaiting so much ....

my schedule have been super packed,

this week:
wed-medical checkup
thurs-gooodfriends meetout
fri- granny's place
sat-kbox with brother
sun-rest

next week:
mon-rest
tues-acc mumster to checkup @ sgh
wed- jassemine meetout
thurs- BABY'S BOOOK OUT DAY!
fri- timbre dinner date w baby!
sat- out with babyqi!
sun-baby's book in again.

till then,
LOVES.

ps: baby fell down, hope he is okay. ):
i wil be okay.
i think.