weee!

YES! today is the last day of econs!
well, feel sad.
coz, our class is going to split le.
jus got to know each other better, now, sighh.
have to part.
booooooooo.
3 more days to enjoy each other companion in lessons.
no more motivations for me to attend lessons.
i hope that gdfriend is with me till graduate.
my source of motivation! :P

hehehe. gdfriend and i went shopping in bugis after lesson! andd..
haha. we took neoprints!

TAADAA!



my lovely gdfriend! :)


pink; is our favourite colour! (:

our LOVEletter!

O0OPS! she huggged me! >.<

hehe. our first pose. wahaha! twis!

hehehe. mygoodfriendMIN has her first FULL attendance for 16 weeks for ECONOMICS. (:(:

had a game of disney monopoly! (:

nicer one, coz my gdfriend say her lollipop stick is hindering her beautiful smile! :D

BLEAH! i love this crazy girl of mine! ^^


sweet yeewen and my lovely gdfriend!

hehehe. love today so so so much!

bt i think my body is giving in.

i am having fast heartbeat, tummy ache and body is feeling sofftt like jelly. :(

i need to rest.

so, till then.

BYEBYE!

cherish is the word i would remind myself.

traumatising event happened ytd.

i would nv repeat this mistake again.

i will ensure this will be a better one.

thanks to family and friends.

but , thanks to you, who nv gave up on me..

who willing to make me smile to sacrifice..

i am sorrry and now, i think its a new start for us.

i promise you i will not do it again, to make you cry.

coz i know you love me truly.

thank you.

you say you will learn to let go.

heart is tearing apart.

i am feeling not good now.

its a nice morning today.
when i have to drag my feet to school.
my injured kneee.

because i nv obey excercise rules.
i did not do any warm up and i played..
CAPTAIN's BALL with my classmates!
well, its a fun game though. ^^

supposingly badminton with them today..
but you see my knee.
HOW TO PLAY!? :(
sadded.

hehe.well, today is problem 15 of econs.
woohoo~ one more to go, and school HOLIDAYS!
my hols are packed with work and work. hehe.
i guess these three weeks i wil earn money like crazy! wahaha!
not forgetting to celebrate my three leo's loves.
my mum, my sis and my bro.
weeee~~!!! eat eat eat! (:

my dad was suggesting bali trip during dec hols.
well, i guess he is just making some remarks.
but sometimes, i do hope is for real.
and i can do spa, do suana, enjoy the sea and sun with my family! (:
wooooo.. if kyboyf able to tag along, that will be perrfect! (:

i wish to go shopping.
but i have no money.
because i bought dress for myself and eye cream for my mum.
because i earned a lil that month. brokkke.. :P
and that means i need to earn more. (:

gotta work hard for lesson!
tata.

today lesson will end early. YAY!

4 days back...
its me and kyboyf 29 MONTHSARY!
well, 2 years 5 months to be exact. (:

He actually brought me to mahattan fish market:P
hehe. i loveee the food , the fish and chips, the lemon tea, the soup, the salmon and of course i love the boy who was eating with me :D


this is the boy, who i am referring to. ^^
HE TOOK SNAPSHOTS OF ME!
HOW DARE YOU! (:


I TOOK A SNAPSHOT OF HIM TOO. WHAHAHA!
and there is many more...


hekhekhek. so ugly rightt! :P

ha. finally, a nice one. ACT CUTE!

He begin to fierce me le. coz i am enjoyin taking pics of him
WHAHAHS. neh neh ne poo poo~!


well, he starts to order his food for me ^^ and of course himself. (:

follow by the environment there...
romantic ok. (:


we are sitting outdoor this time round, and its the first time.
the weather is doing good that day, cooperative i should say. hehe.
breezy~!!!


cream of mushroom, soup of the day~ (:

i love this lemon tea. HUGE! (:
i nv zoom in ok! (:
shit, i forgot to take shots of my fish and chips and kyboyf's grilled salmon and chips! :(
sadded.


nice dinner with my this little boyf and...
ilovethisboytothemax. (:
(:


hehe. the end(:

well, on sunday..

this is my one month nephew, jiale(:
smallll smalll de.
i carry him i dare not move abit.
coz i am afraid i will break him!
so soft so small,but he is indeed a hope to this family, to the society. (:


one of the photos in badminton session..

hehe. nice friend that i've met! (:
she is the one who will entertain my jokes.
very good ok. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

lonng update.
dislike weekday mornings.
blueee.

tata.

as i promised you about my formality pictures with my class.. (:


woohooo!

2MIN(s) and cynthia and ME. (:
o.o geeky specs!


The geeky specs on our Ace student! (:
he's lucky! (:


why is my gdfriend laughing so heartily!?
look at the guy with a twis! (:
O0PS! joking!


hehe. (:

ok.
today had badminton sesssion with my class.
woah. SWEAT IT ALL OUT. so nice.
its a good therapy for people to turn happy. (:
coz when you are focused, your mind is not running wild.
i really love this moment when i do not need to think of anything.
(:(:(:(:(:
happy happy but super tired. ~~~

29 monthsary with my dearest tomorrow!~
he said he has a place in mind to bring me for dinner.
bt now i still do not know..
:(
woohooo~
```````````````````````````````````````````````````
recently, i am facing a problem.
'treasure your loved ones'
what does this mean being treasure?
what does it mean by loved ones?
when comes to treasure, does it means unconditional love?
do you feel upset when you are not receiving what you expects ?
is it so important between you and your loved one to give many many surprises?
does surprises counted as love?
what is the definition in love?
love is lust?
or love is noble?
i really wonder.
what is the definition of love and treasure?
you said you treasure and love.
do you mean it?
different pereptions , but dont you think its time to give yourself deep thoughts.
to think for everyone you love ard you.
actions speaks louder thn words.
love is giving gifts?
giving ultra extremely expensive gifts?
the value of gifts to measure how deep is your love?
for once i tot is true.
now, i reflected.
its false.
value of sincerity measures the deepness in love.
its him who taught me what is called sincerity and honesty.
thankyou.
what about you?

HOHOHOHOHO! THIS IS THE LOVELY PRESENT FOR BABYVIOLET AKA DOLLY. (:
supposingly its for my birthday, but after so many delays, i managed to meet her up FINALLY!! (: a handmade present with sincerity works for me! (:
LOVES!
miss my bangs and my long hair now.
regretted. but, i guess my hair will grow LONG. (:
urhuh. hehe.


i have my formal wear today, attire spnsored by XINYIBABY!
thanker you so much!(:
i'm happy and blessed now(:

up next...



JESSIE AND ME :P
random cam whore during first breakout.
tis is my LAOPO. she said so man. HAHAHAHS.

more updates on my class formal activities
stay tuned!

i love this prettygirl;mydollie.

hehe. that was a long ago pic of my goodfriend's bdae!
the balloon, the cake and the lovelies (:
so shweeeeeeettttt~~~~~~~~~!

pamsweet and me! nice green patch of grass!
so romantic!!!!!!!!

the two lovelies with me! :P


my GOOOOODFRIEND MIN(e) WITH MEEE!!! (:
hehe.

woohooo~~!! lovelies LOVELIES! (:

my TEAMMATES, my LOVELIES, my SOULMATES. (:
FYP1 (:

these are my two shweeetest friends.

hello, center please~!:P

weee weeeeet~~~!! (:

two fabulousy!

sunshine makes one's mooood beau-ti-ful!!!!!!

(:

WE love the SUNNNN!!! (:

formal with informal!!! (:

LALALALAL! so happppy!!!

shirleyweeet finally come into the photo!!! (:
:PPP

presents to you, my FYP TEAMMATES! (:

FYP IS OVERRR~ !! (:

all these visuals depicts the happiness in us of the over-ness of FYP1.

we are so happy and tired.

coz its 5 months lack of a goood sleeep.

i have been sleeping like a pig, i swear. (:

today is formal day again.

for marketing lessons.

more updates. (:

seeya!

watch fated to love you.

its uberly NICEE! (:

SEEYA!

loves!

i love my dearyboy. (:

i wonder.
how come demanding girlf(s) got a submissive boyf(s)?
do they deserve a good boyf?
i just cannot stand this.
its been far too much that i can bear.
ya.
life is unfair.
maybe this is the answer to my question.
tsktsktsk.
this is bad.
certain things must strike a balance.
haha.
dont you think so?

wed is my big day.
my fyp 1 presentation.
first team in the morning.
ohmy. can i do a good job?!
nervous.excited.anxious.fears.
all overwhelming me.

shit,
i am terribly tired.
i hope lesson will fast end
no. i wish my hols faster come.
no. i wish my fyp faster over.
no. i wish my ut faster over.
no. i wish FYP rehearsal faster over.
no. i wish to sleeeeeeeeep nw.
yes, sleep is what i deprived for.

i am alr lacking of many months of sleep.
are you as tired as i am?
i hope not.
coz my life is no fun.
not at all.
till my fyp is over in 2 days time.
fyp 2 is coming up.
2 weeks for me to rest abit.
and off i am again for fyp 2.

i am having sucha good life.
welcome to my good life.
haha.
though i am being grouchy for so many months,
i am glad that i live life to the fullest.
i wish my determination for life is leveled up.
i want to craft myself into a determined lady.
into a human who will not scared of hard life.
this is life lesson.
for me at least.
i am proud of myself.
at least.

funny thing to recall:
my cousin parks her car into 2 parking lots.
hehe. how adorable she is.
and yes. she is adorable in my heart.
cheerios!

till then,
bye.
(:

i've been acting the whole day ytd - 8.7.08.
it was my GDFRIENDMIN 20th birthday.
she is a bad girl.
she nv tell us her bdae.
but shirleyweet managed to find out.
so we decided to plan a birthday surprise as usual. (:

first of all, we bought a BIGGGG princess balloon!
reason being to make her PAISEH~! coz she is going to tie the balloon on her wrist.
and walk around the class and school. hehe
thn follow up a fairytale book " a royal friend" she always wanted.
a princess facial box.
and a pinnnk rose! (:

thn we decided to celebrate with her with a chocolatey cake!
hehe. i was acting normal on that day.
and she believes me wholeheartedly:P

hehe. when we gave her a surprise, hehe.
she SCREAAAMMMMMMMED! (:
and she cried. hahah!
its nice to see their reaction when planned a bdae.
so heart warming.
i really love it. (:

ideas were running out..
for surprises.
hehe.
but nevertheless,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TEO YIN-MIN.
loves!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FERYNN LIM CAILING!!!

hehe. today is the actual day of my darling's birthday!!
and ytd we went for a dinner celebration with her.
hehe. nice one! and i hope she will love the present we had for her. (:
- winnks!-

and today is YOUTH DAY.
and my bro is having his "beauty" sleep in his air con-ed room comfortably now.
i wish i am a youth too.
i am approaching to my first number : 2 [in a few months time]
20 years old!

today my marketing faci met an accident.
all replacement FACI(s)
this tempt me to be escaping from lessons.. :P
NOTTTTTI MEEEEEE! (:

but lastly, again...........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIM CAILING! (:


many multiple loves! <3

yesterday was friday!
and everyone will say TGIF!
but for me, i will OMIF!
TGIF: thank god its friday!
OMIF: OH my its friday!

can you see and feel this difference?
hhaah.
i shall tell you why~!?
yest i had accounts lesson.
i was feeling tired for the lesson, coz past few nights i stare at my report and ppt for long hours till my eyes were all red when i sleep!
nvm, accounts have lotsa things to complete. my faci gave me C(s) like its FREE GIFT.
blame it on my RJ, blame it on haha. I DUNNO ACCOUNTS.
RP TEACH ACCOUNTS? luckily my faci willing to teach. but still i dun understand.
other school took few days to teach one topic.
but RP? haha. ONE DAY! (:

finally i pulled through the lesson, but UT coming next.
ACCOUNTS ut.
i tell you, i am not nervous at all when i do.
coz literally, this is the first time i dun even know a single thing.
half hour for accounts.
my faci said, it was not difficult.
OH MY. how can this be? -roll eyes-

thn after that, FYP. argh
touching up and see what can we add before sending to our supervisor.
finally, around 8pm we are done.
i spent more than 12 hours outside in school.
without any rest.
go home , HOUSEWORK.
sighhhhhhh.
so i HATE friday.

luckily today no work.
coz i was alr very tired.
shall work next week earn $$$ again.
(:

hopefully, no housework for me today.
cos i just wish to rest.!
LET ME GO!
:(

byeee!

woohoo!

had so much fun:D
thank you.
loves.

YOU ALL JUST DUN UNDERSTAND.
WHAT CAN I STILL SAY?!


depression at the moment.
maybe i will decide to turn into an evil person.
and no one will love me.
i will be free from all.
i can do whatever i want.
HEHEHE.
this is maybe the freedom i want to own.
the freedom that is ABSOLUTELY mine.
thats super cool.

fyp sidetrack.
going back to track le.
bye.

BRAND NEW!!

its been a while since i am out with my dearest walking along the street hand in hand. :P
i've been to his house to visit him everyday after school.
woohoo. i am the nicest girlf aint i?
hehe.

facilitator is making our lives more difficult.
for us to think so hard.
well, its me who is plain lazy. haha.

today UT and FYP .
can die! haha.
well, this is life! isnt it?
hekhekhek.

okays.
random entry!!
i am just plainly BORED.
muhahahha!

shall let my blog to rot.
since my goodfriend says i cant delete my blog. [i have this intention]
so i shall be good. (:

seeya!

this week is tedious
super.
i wish i will get my hols soon.
boo.
everyone is unhappy. :(
PLEASE STAY HAPPY OKAY! (:
hugs!

gdfriendMIN TAKE NOTE:

thanks gdfriendMIN for always be there for me.
seriously, you are really a gem to me.
hehe.
she is a great analyst and a great motivator.
she supports me all the way.
hehe.
LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!
(: she is the one who makes me feel happy.
really, when i felt the lowest these few days, you know she is always beside me.
knowing how i feel, encourage me.
she understands my tireness.
she embrace my busy-ness.
she did not ditch me because i am busy.
she knows what i am going through.
she told me to not give up being sweet to my boyf.
she said i am not heartless.
she told me, my heart is beautiful (:
she BELIEVES in me.
this is all i need .
thank you.
(: my greatest gdfriend.
HEHE. AI NI WOR! (:

signing off,
HEARTLESS jaccy.
i know everyone call me that behind my back.
as you wish.
night. (:

school hols are over.
today is the start of my sch, and my nightmare.
going to school has become a dreadful thing for me.
a phobia indeed.
i dunno why.
i used to love school.
but this is not going to work for me now.
ohh.
just wish i can do nothing.
sleep and stay at home.
think i am just tired.
simply i am.

monday definitely blues!
booo!

back from work.

now time for my report and ppt slidessss.

missed the steamboat day with the rest.

mydear is having chicken pox.

he is feeling terribly sick now.

i shall treat him super nice till he is well again. (: + <3

and..

B.E.S.T - F.R.I.E.N.D.S

they are the ones who stayed with me through rainy and stormy days.

never ever forget them.

its them who bring me to who i am.

i am grateful to them.

they love me, and i love them. (:

i am not feeling guilty thn say all these.

its from the bottom of my heart.

nothing beats heartfelt words...

" no matter what, we are always bestfriends forever.. (:"

hehe.
updates and happenings.

1st) CS is BACK in singapore:P
he is nice enough to have a feeling to come find me for work :P
hehehee.

2nd) SEX AND THE CITY.
i caught it with my girlfriends and besties! (:
at first i thought it would be those r21 show.. heheh.
but when i watched it , oh my. sweeetest friendship the girls have.
and i guess, we FIVE will stay this way isnt it?
my foreveer [ JOCELYN, FERYNN, XINYI and WANQIN!]

3rd) i've been working and money is rolling in for me.
yes, more money rolls in and much more money rolls OUT too.
-guilty- TEEHEE.

4th) went shopping with mamaLIM and broCHEONG on monday.
conquered bugis street and bugis junction.
bought short, a pair of everlast shoes that caught my eyes since 431627 years ago. and i FINALLY pluck up my courage to buy it. hehehe. (:

5th) FYP today with my lovelies.
progressing well, and DEADline is nearing very soon.
3 weeks time? oh SHIT.
shopped again at causeway point. this time i bought socks and one nice diary.

6th) tom will be work again.
SIGH. tiredd.
MONEY MONEY MONEY!!!

hehe. i did alot of things yes?
i also think so!
okay! MORE TO COME~!
exciting.
hehe.

signing off.
JACCY



i love my kyboyf.
i love my girls.
i love my life.
do you?

SOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

oh. i had sore throat started from ytd afternoon.
tell you its really terrible.
joc was saying i am so weak!~~
YES, I AM MAN!!
hehe. SO WHEN MY HOLS END,THE ONE WEEK HOLS SHE PROMISED TO FETCH ME. hahaha! happppy happpy!! :)

well, no FYP, doesnt mean i do not need to wake up early.
because i got my night mare test tom.
ACCOUNTS. @.@
i wish i can do well this time round.
i will pray more, and hope it will be better this time. hehe.

its raining.
and its cooling.
and i am happy (:

signing off,
JACCY! (:

today is tuesday.
the second day of the week.
hehe.
tell you something..

I HAVE NO FYP MEETING TOM!!!
yes!!!!!
heheh. so happpy!
going to eat gelare for waffle ice cream with gd friend! (:
half price. YUMMY! >.^

more updates!

signing off,
JACCY!

i love myKYboyf.

song by JJ lin.


大地被搖晃著

天空突然黑了

我的心也被震碎了 下一秒瓦解了 淚堆積成了河

但明天是好的

我們要堅定著

愛~讓我們不放棄活著 還要繼續和大自然拔河

當愛與希望 投射炙熱的太陽

昨日淚光 會隨時間都蒸發

別輕易放棄 明天要許更多願望

裝滿了勇氣 就更有力量

當愛與希望 倒映暖暖的月亮

再回頭望 又是築好的家鄉

我知道未來還有好多路要闖

我打開了窗 看見了晴朗

當愛與希望 投射炙熱的太陽

昨日淚光 會隨時間都蒸發

別輕易放棄 明天要許更多願望

裝滿了勇氣 就更有力量

當愛與希望 倒映暖暖的月亮

再回頭望 又是築好的家鄉

我知道未來還有好多路要闖

我打開了窗 看見了晴朗
================================
another song lyrics here.
to create specially for the si chuan earthquake.

caught the charity show ytd in the evening.
and it was heart wrenching.
videos and pictures.
people crying out loud for their loved ones.
its always the visuals and cryings that impacts me alot.
i can say i never take big notice when news are just coming in everyday.
coz i never want to think about it.
but now, after the charity show.
it impacts me alot.
tears rolled down whenever they mentioned cases like :
the mother protecting her baby, leaving the message for her baby in the handphone, so that when the baby grows up, she can read it, knowing her mother loves her very much.
it was a heart wrenching moment for me, i cried, i sobbed, and i am thinking how noble a mother can be.
students died when studying, when a school is meant to be happy with friends, but who knows they died together.
disasters come after a disaster.
when will it stopped?

many people will start thinking, it is none of our business, we have more things to do than caring for the countries that is not affecting us at all..
but, come to think of it, if it happens in Singapore, the fear, the worries, the pain we can bear is doubled.
why?
this is because we are too comfortable, and have a high standard of living.
this is a lesson to us, HUMANS.

to be grateful.
to be contented.
to be happy.
to not be complacent.
to love people around you.
to cherish.

i was on my way to school today.
i tot i looked ugly with my fringe pinned up due to my pimples.
not having any make up on.
but, once i tot of the victims in the other affected countries, i am glad.
glad that i am still living well, with clothes covering me, a pair of shoes to protect my feet, a perfect body to walk and run for bus.
and for this moment, i tot i am beautiful.
maybe this is what we need to think about.

活着真好。
its happy that we are living.
be contented. (:

HEHEHEHE.
i was OVER THE MOON on FRIDAY.
i met CHRISTOPHER LEE, JOANNE PEH AND JESSECA LIEW(:
and i TOOK PHOTOS WITH TWO PRETTY HOT BABES! (:

taadaa!
evidence!
no photoshop to add my face in!
its LIVE! (:





hehehe.
GDFRIEND and i was totally TENSED UP.
you know la. we no TRAINING.
i can feel myself trembling! HHAHAHS. (:
and oh my oh my. i wish i can be prettier at that moment.
the prettiest to on par with them.
hehehe.

i am glad that i have this experience.
CREDITS to GDFRIEND { for her to ask for a picture with them}
& of course GDFRIEND'S FRIEND{ w/o you, the mission is TOTALLY impossible! THANKSSS! }
because we two sillies, forgot to bring phone with us when buying food. hahahahs!

well, NICE EXPERIENCE! I LOVEE!!! (:
oh man. exciting.
well, back from work.
money rolls in.
i'm happy!
and of course, the happiest thing is...

HAPPY 27TH MONTHSARY DEAREST! (:
MUACKS!

signing off,
JACCY.