my cuppycakes!

happypiccas in here. :P

on that day, my heart is really smiling.

and it keeps on saying CHEESEEEE :D

**CHEEESE^^**

my felt stitch cuppycake. <3

work is normal.

lots of things to learn and held responsible.

stressful week,

worn out.

jaccy saw wanqin!

(: its beeen long since i see her.

eon years ago, we were chatting our hearts out.

now, when i see her, i felt lost.

the feeling was like, excited to see a long lost friend. :)

moreover, she is such a love.

i am happy to see her, looking fine.

i am happy too. (:

jiayou lo, and she has to eat more.

because she slim down alot. :(

weekends come again!

i wish it can slow down itself :(

just for once.

:(

now, i miss my baby alr.

muacks.

till then,

LOVES.

drained.

these few days at work hasnt been smooth sailing.
everything under the sun has been commented on.
just that i had to take up all of it and absorbed it by hook, by crook.

got no choice to stay on at work.
mummy objected the idea of me being a pre school teacher.
daddy said this company is good enough.
sister said go ahead to do what i want.
baby said he wish to see me happy, so he will be there for me always (:
goodfriend said go ahead , and do what i like. (:
what about me?
can i really go ahead with my plan?

i wish to test how far i can go.
how much i can take up all the unhappiness and how i look at things at different perspective.
i wish i can endure and go on.
perhaps i can isnt it?

not happy. totally not.
what can jaccy do?
but at least, jaccy has a sweetest babyboy to fetch me from work after his everyday.
jaccy has a home to head to.
jaccy has a nice goodfriend, to talk to.
maybe all these are enough to cover my unhappiness.

i look at babyboy's friends.
they have been very long.
since secondary.
full of envy.
because they are a group of friends who understands.
whenever they got together after a long time as a full group, no one complains.
no one grumbles.
everyone understands.
i'm really amazed.

(:

till then,
LOVES.

handicrafts!

handicrafts and drawings will start to itch my hand when jaccy is real bored at work.
haha. these are my lil sweethearts who accompanied me when i am bored in the office.
resources: 2B pencil,black & pink pilot pens.

hahah. my sketches/drawings for my felt stitch.
haha. jaccy is challenging herself.
weets!

met up with baby's friends last night.
and monster and inc! (:
monster's enlisting sooon.
takecare okay.
hugs.

tomorrow's home sweet home day (:
jaccy is real tired. ):

till then,
LOVES.

at wee hours, jaccy did this.
a new rainbow in her life has emerged (:
felt stitch rainbow (:

7 monthsary with baby after jaccy and his work. :P

happppy!!

BABY, YOU ARE IMPORTANT OKAY.

<3

jaccy bought this during lunchtime.

she has the same design as mummy.

but jaccy's in pink lil crocs! (:

okays.

jaccy is dozing off.

work tomorrow.

till then,

LOVES!

meet my happy pinky clouds (:

say hello to my felt stitch happy pinky cloud!
sunday is a day for me to explore some arty crafty stuffs. (:
cloudy is my new made friend today.
she will be with me tom when i go work work. (:
thn my work will be slightly happier.
HEHE. <3

this is another friend made "girl girl" on friday. (:
all these inspiration comes from the arty blog and i drew it de.
though no originality, but i thought it was nice to try drawing it. (:
baby took my girl girl away and put it with him.
NAUGHTY! :P

my mini project. (:

till then,
LOVES!

enlightenments (:

Jaccy finally knows what is this saying: " what goes around, comes around" means.
when someone in the few years back told you about the things that you dont really agree on, and now right here in this year, in this moment, she said the things that she dont agree on few years back.

sounds complicated yes?
humans are always complicated.
one time they said this to you.
the other time they did that to you.

often when i look at the entry,
i found its really surprising.
really very surprising.
that she will said this.

goodfriend! i totally want to tell you what i feel surprised of.
i told edison, he felt surprise too.
i want you to feel this moment also.

sometimes, i feel the importance of choosing your friends.
i am glad i know the meaning of friends are not with me when i am down only.
its when they share your happiness & all sorts of feelings with you everyday without meeting up, and often ask abt hows your day via texts..
thats real friends.
not only when you felt the down moments, thn you rmb your friends.
its an everyday thing when you rmb your friends.
(:

baby&i missed out the fun in dreamers' party.
because baby is running high fever. :(
& jaccy decided to grow back her long hair.
trying her verry best. teehee.

till then,
LOVES.

:(

jaccy received a news this morning.
her baby got sick again.
fever. :(
wish he will be well.

:(

till then.

beeeen inspired (:

i have been inspired by my poly felt paper to do more sewings (:

totally want to immerse myself with sewings and photo album with my scrappy loves (:

that will be my scrap book making session with baby.

photo date with him this sat before we meet the dreamers. (:

dinner date with monster and xinmiao.

jaccy is looking forward to all the dates.

jaccy dreads to stay home now. :(

but i need to rest my mind before she comes back (:

work again :(

tomorrow shopping with baby.

not clothes but more papers, polyfelts and albums! (:

till then,

LOVES!

PICCAS!

jaccy is having her fun time prawning.

& work is a toll.

:( i wish i can rest for a day.

just a day.

till then,

LOVES!

niccey!

very fast my weekends are over.

niceeey!

jaccy has been spending nice times with her babyboy's family and our friends (:

birthday + prawning = beautiful weekend.

i need to spend more time at home.

because i love my home too. (:

till then,

LOVES!

texts.

wanqin texted , this caught me in surprise.
seriously, happpiness. (:
at least she cares, thank you.


again. off to work.
update more.

till then,
LOVES.

(: public in love.

i am making this blog public again.
i've changed all these while.
i have created convenience for my closed ones. (:
no more password, username.
but direct access to you guys. (:

let everyone see how jaccy's life be.
i am okay. (:

7 months has passed like this.
i love my baby more. (:
& in this period, i made new meaningful understanding friends.
which is my biggest earnings in these 7 months.

not forgetting having baby with me all these while.
listening to me and all.
thank you (:
hearts you so so much.
i am happy with what i have now.
really.

work is dreadful.
having to face many petty people, i am tired.
whatever it may be, i will endure. (:
because i know my conscience is clear.

till then,
LOVES.

beautiful weekends (:

it seems that my weekends cant be beautiful without baby.

alone time with this baby of mine , like finallly (:

if there is once, i would like to switch off my phone, and be alone with who i love to be with. (:

if only i could do it... hahah!

being a NICE girlf, i acc baby to interview for SMU. (:

the interview was long. haha.

but nevertheless, i got to meet baby early early in the morning (:

sunday was my most relaxed day with baby nappping with me. haha!

heart to heart talks seems like a habit for us.

love this sweeet feeling. ^^

my hectic week starts again.

:(

till then,

LOVES!

I LOVE YOU MOTHERSSS (:

mothers' day dinner was a nice catch up with everyone.

though i missed my show , but its all worthwhile. (:

my body is giving way again.

oh no.

i needa rest and sleeep more. :(

i miss babyboy.

till then,

LOVES!

boo.

when on the earth there are self centered people around.
esp when its your own BIG SIS.
ha.
i guess i am unhappy at home at work anywhere.
please. give me some life and some freedom.
thanks.


till then,
LOVES.

overdue! :)

out with gdfriendMIN is AWESOMELY SPLENDID! :D

suprises from babyboy was my sweeeeeeetest feeling i can ever have ^^

out with monster and baby boy was FABULOUSLY HEARTWARMING. (:

out with family in botanic garden was prettty cool! :P

thats when i am happy.

otherwise, SHOOO OF WORK!

up next,

DREAMERS.

awaiting.

till then,

TOODLES!

&

love!

:)

work today is okay.

because i had the happiest feeling this morning.

i met my favourite secondary school teacher in the train.

(:

nice talk with him.

no one ever can tell me how to plan for my life.

he enlightened me .

thank you to you, lao shi! (:

sometimes, i feel i am not lovely at all.

if everyone in this world, loves me i think life will be better.

i am a good girl. i just wish to let you know.

(:

i already did my best.

i am still trying.

but why did i always fail?

till then,

LOVES.

I MISS SCHOOL, REALLY. :(

WORK WORK WORK.

i'm tired of working life.
because notthing goes well for jaccy ever since she started work.
sometimes my face just have the sign of "easy-to-bully" face. big SIGHS.

everyday i woke up with a dread feeling of going to work.
having to face the screamings, the sacarsms, the hard-to-deal invoices, endless emails to print and read, endless orders for me to attach, and endless mistakes that they THOUGHT its my doings.

how wonderful.

i wish life is such simple and nice.
jealousy makes people go wrong.
hmmm.

till then,
LOVES.

sundayy.

i wish i can find a time, to visit the bookstore, reading my favourite books and have a tea session and background music to play with.
woots. that will be perfect life for jaccy. (:
anyways, MONDAY IS BACK AGAIN.

meaning, WORK again.
gosh.
bless me then!

** happpy 6 months 2 days old babyboy. (:
** <3.

till then,
LOVES!

fun-filled weekend!

jacccy is happpy with her weekend! (:

tuas raffles marine club,

nice short getaway too! ^^

HAPPPPPY!

hair is getting long for me,

its time to cut! SNIP! :P

till then,

LOVES!