(:

lovely diary...

yes, my work starts again after a very fast three days holidays..
hehe. well,today work went well :]
and today my boyf came down and look for me.
helping me to run errands , and more impt, to TALK to me.
if not, i will be super boredddd ... :P

and ytd was meiling's bdae celebration(:
it all went well too, went fish and co for dinner instead of hard rock. (:
well, some happenings cropped up...
hehe.

tom still have to work.
tell me, can i have a shorter way to reach my workplace.
maybe you can say i am complacent.
but, really, its too far man :(
boo, i shall stop complaining.
coz within a few moreee 10 plus days in sengkang..
i am moving back to yishun!
WOOHOOO.
means more people, nearer, transport home.
-giggles- hehe.

okays.
my entry is BORINGGG.
come on, my life is BORRING too (:
byebye!

off for you tubeeee. (:
i promise i will slp at one :P
goooody nighty!!

MUACKS.
ps: love can be very simple. (:

manies.....

lovely diary..

finally i had my three days off!!
yesterday there is this one stupid, dumbest and cruelest woman steal my pants, when i was away to buy fooood!
i just hope she will not steal, making me feeeeel bad.
no cursing, coz i alr said that her butt will LAN when wear..
but i know there is this word call karma.... retribution..
i shall hold back all the cursings to myself....
i have a nice boss, who refuse to deduct my pay when i felt so bad. (:
this is the only thing that i can get some encouragements...

and sat was celebration with clique! (:
ERIC TAN, HAPPPY BIRTHDAY !!! (:
well, i never wish him late, i wish him on the dot. (:
hehehe. happy dinner. (:

today.. was 25 feb.
the month that i and my boyf get together.
two years, not very long, but i am happy for that(:
we went out to k-singing, eat sushi, and shopped ard suntec.
boyf bought me a bigger turtle.
as i have all sizes from smallest turtle to the second biggest turtle.
turtle collection. (:

thn tom is a day out with my mummy. finally, i have some time with her.
if not, she is going to nag nag nag at me! (:
TEEHEE. (:

okays. i am off to watch youtube!
good night!
MUACKS.

drained.

lovely diary..

working at a place far far away from you is really an art of living.
and i could not stand the long hours of "no people shopping" days..
once, i fell asleep without me knowing okay.
yes, thats the quietness that joc reminded me during our gathering.
well, seems easy money, but it tough okay.
at that moment, i wanna take a knife, and kill myself.
gosh, i can seng kang people dun shop for clothes.

fortunately my boyf came and visit me despite his off day. (:
bought my all time fav in mac, the milk shake. (:
and my fav snack, pao. (:
he acc me for only like one hr thn he went off.
hahah. he said coming here was not easy. :P
now he knows my sufferings..
he will dote on me more yes? (:

after a hour of loveys, i am back alone myself.
thn i have my dave pelzer book with me these two days.
but sales not good.
blame on the book, superstitious me.(:

tom is another day of travelling..
so tired..................
i wish i have an aeroplane, to fly me there(:
so that i need not wake up at 8am despite my work starts at 11. (:
booooo. :(

tom is eric's bday.
tom thn wish him! (:

2 more days to 2 years anniversary with my boyf.
(:

whats more...
is i finally got my three straight offdays coming sooon.
hehehe. happy happpy! (:

tune in sooon!
loveees.
MUACKS!

results.

lovely diary,

my results for yr2sem2 is out!

3.11, i am contented enough.

hehehe.

i expected abit bit more.

like 3.2
but, never.

year 3 is much more tougher.

jiayou man. (:

but i am glad that i've cleared my CE and PP.

all PASSED! (:

this is the greatest achievement i had in year2(:

ohhh.. based on last entry...

i finally got my nets under me! (:

my mum was in reluctance to let me handle.

but, she gave in.

i won this battle, but we patched up too.

there is this saying goes: "one stone kill two birds"

this is my situation now(:

bought dave pelzer book.

3 stories at one go.

" a child called it, and i forgotten the other two"

i was interested in the book a child called it years ago.

but i did not buy it.

now i finally got it (:

okays.

time for my work.. (:

"WQ! JIAYOU FOR TODAY TRAINING!

you can de!

LOVES!"

okays.

buh- bye!!!

MUACKS.

(:

lovely diary...

well, things dont go well for me at home today.
i finally had my off day and rest at home.
but housework seems to be haunting me..
well, today i jut did a lil.
coz daddy has his off day..
so he helped me out. (:

thn i spent my whole afternoon watching you tube videos.
th my mum start screaming at me to help out with steamboat tonight.
after dinner, we fell out with each other.
i am not supposed to use the nets card.
but its such a hassle if i am going to keep on asking for my card when my salary is here.
i said i have grown up.
she started her screaming thn.
i kept quiet.
she say she thought the card is with her all the time.
never she think that i will "hide" the card from her.
well, it feels good to control my own finance.
but, i did not have this intention to "hide" from her.
i always thought she allows me to keep it.
thats it, well, my fault isnt it?
she said when can she trust me? my goodness.
the sentence is heavy.
i hold my tears.

thn its okay.
i tried to discuss the matter of me opening a new account, to keep all my salaries and allowance.
she ignored me.
fine.

thn, i kept all the folded clothes in my room.
i scolded my sis of she messing up my cupboard.
but i was wrong about her.
so its my fault.
i kept quiet...
she continue saying that i keep clothes also no use,coz its like never keep like that.
still messy..
i kept quiet again..
i help her re arrange all her clothes, she said dun put her clothes with mine.
saying i always take her things.
i cried in the darkness.
i cant hold it anymore, i went to the toilet to cry my hearts out. (:
i never know i held back so much tears. (:

i cant sleep.
so here i am to divert my attention to my lappie.
you tubing again. :P

well, i have nothing to sad about, i told myself.
jiust some plain quarrels and nasty words.
i can take it (:

so what if i cried till my eyes are puffy, my nose blocked like nobody's business...
a day in life is precious..
24 hrs i can live very happily.
forget and go ahead.
this is life, isnt it?
(:

chill jac!
byeee!
MUACKS.

ps: i miss MYdear.

oh goodness!

lovelydiary..

i am so drained after my work like almost everyday.
yes, goodfriendMIN, i am really drained, tired because of travelling.
its a verrry long journey man.
like it takes 26 mins from seng kang to outram
and another 30 mins from outram to boonlay.
and another 10 mins of bus from boonlay to my house.
and maybe 5 mins to wait for the bus.
and lastly, 3 mins to reach my door (:
total time taken: 74 mins to reach home.
PHOOOOOF. dead beat tired..

these few days at work, was totally a stressed up.
with so "MANY" people coming to look at the clothes, i need to worry about the sales.
i've been sitting alone in a small pushcart talking to myself, and singing to myself.
and praying to myself, pray that customers will drop by, and BUY clothes for themselves.
COME ON, your need to protect your bare bodies yes?
please BUY (:
fortunately, some very generous customers willing to hear out my recommendations and bought 3 to 4 pieces.
that will be alot for me. (:

i've been eating like nobody's business because i am just BORED.
plain BORED and tired.
oh my. i still got so many days to survive.
i need to do something about my boredom. :)
people may ask why i am working so hard, when i got my allowance even during my hols and school?
hmmm... i wish to be like my dear, able to work hard for life and future.
i wish i can go closer to him, on how is it feel like to work and study at the same time.
and work even more in hols..
so that i can be able to understand him more (:

and OF COURSE, i work also for MONEY! (:
if not i go out , i sure eat grass ^^"
so broke.
my spending has been quite high.
i bought fox dress and one polo when i am shopping with mydear.
i need to buy more tops, coz all tops are all too small for me.
tight! puberty...
its time to control myself to save MONEY. . :)
for this, i have discussed with my dear (:

tom is another day of work.
god bless me. (:

MUACKS.
goodnight, and do not let the bed bugs bite.
dyllis said this to me before.^.-

PHOTOS!!

lovely diary..

first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY LIAO KAILIN!
&.... HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!! (:
some photos that i have not been posted for you to see. (:

TAA-DAA!

my lovely girls (:


my clique ever so wonderful (:


another wonderful photo(:


i neglected her once for very long time.. i am back (:
she is my darlingCIOUS. (:


she is my sweetest love.


my crapy boyf.(:


yu sheng. (:


two honeys!


so many photos. (:
today vday is simple and nice (:
caught AH LONG pte ltd just wanna laugh my hearts out :P
and had pepper lunch for dinner.
FULL.
thn shopped ard city hall.
home sweet home!

today's vday is simple.
thank you dear, MYboyf. (:

loves!
MUACKS.

happybirthdaypart2

lovely diary..

today was a day out with my clique for JOC LOW birthday(:
dined at crystal jade...
it was superb.
right people, right dishes, perfect dinner. (:

thn...
we went over to the cathay for ben&jerry's ice cream.
YUMMYlicious!
really, its NICE. (:

presents for the lovely birthday girl: birkenstocks @pleasure perfume. (:
hope you will love it honey! (:

tom is valentines' day.
what do you feel on this special day?

nite!
buh-bye!!
muacks!

生日快乐。

lovely diary!!
i had my fun day out ytd!

first of all, today is JOCELYN LOW BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU SWEETHEART! (:
meeting laterr!
happyhappy. (:

back..
ytd was shirleyweet advanced bdae!
we had our plans ruined.
BOOOOOOO.
next yr will be better! I PROMISE! (:

let all the photos tell the story of us! (:




we gave her flesh imp $60 voucher.
go shopping like crazy okay!?
hahahas. hugggs!

hehehes!
lovely!
hope shirley loves her BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!

and more photos coming up! (:

seeya!!
BYEEE!
MUACKS!

恭喜发财

恭喜发财!!!!!!!
HUAT ARHHHH!!!

yes, chinese new yr is here!
4 GREAT days, and i am spending it very HAPPILY. (:
first is with my family, relatives.
a get-together session with all of them! (:
i dunno why, but it just feel so so great! (:

second day..
dearest came to my house to do some new yr visiting.
and after quite some time in my house..
we decided to catch a movie.
KUNG FU DUNK.
yes, its superb nice.
well, i can say, its worth while spending 9.50bucks (:
hehehs (:

third day..
a day in my small aunt house.
HAHAHS. all i know is eat and eat and eat.
really, is ALL EAT! (:
besides this, i also dunno what i can do when doing visiting.. (:
GIGGLES! (:

fourth day..
its POH WANQIN'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!
HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU.... (:
and we did some home visiting too..
BLACK JACK IS THE GAME OF THE DAY! (:
met up with the rest, and had great fun!
celebration at birthday girl house.
ohh. verrry nicee. (:

and now, here i am, hair is wet
and i am now feeeling like i am drained. :(
so tired.
another more few days of visitings, and upcoming events!
tired, but EXCITED!
stay tuned!! (:

loves!
MUACKS!

p.s : finally, it is back once again. (:

lovely diary..

worked for two weekends.
VERY TIRED.
hahahs.
but i am announced UNEMPLOYED. (:
coz no more projects till dunno when..
ahhahas.
no $$ for 2 mths.
eat grass when go out. (:

met up with dearest this morning.
and shopped for his new yr clothes in far east this morning.
HAHAHS, yes.. he bought his ideal shirt. (:
guys, shopping can be very fast. (:

thn he left me alone in orchard for work,
i am meeting my alternates, gdfriendMIN, and cheryl for shopping in town in the afternoon.
hahahs. BUT, i was alone to loiter like one pooor lady..
for like one hr plus.
WELL, i met nice juniors(eunice and qian ying) frm westwood to chat with me.
she tending one shop in FAR EAST.
thn i sat there and chatted happily away(:
yes, they reveal many gossips! (:
o0ops! hehehe.

thn..
i met up with my two loveys.
ahahah. nice day out with them..
bought my nice light pink nail polish from O2 skin!! (:
happy happy. (:
we shopped every shops in FAR EAST(:
yes, WE KNOW WHAT WE EACH OTHER LIKED.
hahahahs. thats cool! (:

thn home sweet home.
tomm will be my housework day(:
yes, slog like a maid bahhh!

i hope your will be okay.
hugs.

loves, ME!
muacks!

COUGHCOUGH

lovely diary..

goood MORNING! hhahas
i dun have sch today..
but due to my cough i woke up.
my cough is KILLING ME.
strepsils, antibiotics, cough syrup is my daily routine.
GRRRRRRRRR.
i finally SHIT.
papaya got use!
NVM, I GOT ONE WHOLE BIG PAPAYA IS MINE.
its at home already!! HAHAHAHS.
hekehekehek!!!
HOPE I CAN SHIT EVERYDAY. (:

i came up with strategy!
yougurt drink is my everyday partner.
you know the jessica liew advertisement drink?
YES THATS THE ONE!
and when the papaya is RIPE, i am going to eat it like nobody's business!
thn everyday in sch ( only left two more days) i shall eat the fruit box i eat ytd! (:
lalalala. i cant wait to start my strategy NOW. (:
ask dearest to BUY FOR ME. hohhoho.

yes, ytd was my LAST ut!
all multiple choice.
but still can manage.
last minute in train study.
i am a hardworking lady....
HORH? hahahas.

verrrry fast, sch term is ending.
means its W64N last two days studying together...
i misss my alternates.
i miss the laughters wit them.
nono, its the begining of friendship.
isn it?
we will meet up for steamboat session.
YES? (:
i can see most of my alternates till graduation.
FYP team tgt! (:

well, i am still missing them.
esp, those in DSM ( shirleyweet,paulinedar and chongweet)
coz not same course, confirm different classrooms, levels
hmmm....... sobs

gotta do some things noww.
buh-bye!!!
MUACKS.

newwwwyyyy!

lovely diary..

i change your clothes again!
teeheee heee! (:

testing testing testing
123..

buhbyee!
MUACKS.

亲爱的日记，

我好累喔！

我感觉好烦啊！

因为我不能大便！！！

我已经五天没大便！！

有什么办法？

能用的方法我已经用了。

好沮丧啊！

下一个策略就是吃我最不爱吃的木瓜！

希望可以成功！
祝我好运！

拜拜咯！

sunday

lovelydiary,

today is sunday!
lazy sunday.
i've been cooped up in my house for two and half days!
just because i am sick.
i am supposed to get my 55 bucks/day for my work.
i missed it.
just because I AM SICK.
duh..

wellwell, i hope i can go out for some shopping spree tom.
i wish i will not be infected with some horrible virus, flu attacks and any virus that you can name it.
being sick is NO JOKE.
i lose weight(again), because i did not eat much due to gastric flu and flu bug attack.
fish soup, fish porridge, plain porridge, handmade noodles..
OH NOplease.
those food such a turn off.
i wish i can eat CHAR KWAY TEOW, popiah, macdonalds, chicken rice and many MORE.
not always eat MEDICINES.
my tummy is FULL of medicines.
-irritated face-

on a happier note..
my teammates and i MADE our selection for FYP!
well, i hope our team can get the first choice of selection! (:

heheh. finally, we've made our choice
pray, cross fingers we can get the first choice!
hehehe.

anyway, hols are coming!
CNY is coming!
hohhohoh.

cant wait.
buhbye!!!
MUACKS.

MY BIRTHDAY.

lovely diary,

its my BIRTHDAY and 23rd monthsary with dearest yesterday.
but i was a spoilsport.
i am sick.
even sick-er, high fever yest on my special day. :(

first of all, i have to thanks all my friends & my two beloved cousins who messaged me.
yes, i received all messages!
thank you all! (:
you guys know you are who wish me on my special day! (:
thanker you verrrry much! (:
also thanks cs and junhao for making the effort to call me to wish me.
and xy making the effort to know if i received her message
yes baby, i've received(:
-bows-

i tot i am going to feel slightly better for my birthday..
but, due to the hot weather outside, i caught a serious cold!
besides the slight fever, slight sore throat, slight flu,
on my birthday, i had a serious high fever(38.3), serious sore throat(swollen), and serious flu.
and dearest's plans for my birthday has beeen ruined my me, the main role:(

though i felt terrible, i am still touched and happy.
my dearest came to my house early in the morning despite he slept at 3 doing my handmade presents.
he asked me to turn around.
and surprised me with a beautiful necklace(:
thn he gave me a drawing framed nicely.
its all i wanted to do in future with him.
watching stars, watching the sunrise and sitting on a swing(:
he painted it all out.
he said he took lotsa time to do that(:
i am verrry touched and happy.

thn we went out to kallang for kbox session.
yes, my voice is super sexy.
hahah.
and thats when i feeel verrry terrible.
coz its verry cold inside.
my dearest passed his jacket to me, though i am wearing one. ^^"
thn my dearest decided to send me back home because i felt so terrible that i cried in bus.
my dearest held my cold hand tightly and embrace me with his warm body.
he uses his head to feel my fever every five minutes in the bus.
he rubbed me with his warm hands coz i am feeling so cold.
i cried again.
but this time i am touched fill with tears.
i feel glad that i have him with me(:

he went home with me, and spend the rest of a few hours with me at my house.
thanks dearest for being with me all these while (:
i promise i will be your best girlf in future(:

okay, gotta go.
buh-bye! (:
MUACKS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

lovely diary..

i had a BIG surprise from my alternates ytd!
they plan my birthday surprise and i am really am very touched. (:

first, they asked me to see the cupcakes link.
thn, they went out of the class without me knowing..
thn they(cheryl ,yinmin and pamela sweeets) lied to me that wanna acc friend, and take things from friends on 7th level of school blk.
thn we went up with me not knowing that the susprise is there alr(:
thn shirleyweet and paulinedar hold on to beautiful cupcakes with 19 candles.
all the alternates singing happy birthday song to me.
both versions. (:
its been long since i heard so many people singing to me. (:

to alternates: A BIG thank you to all of you.
(my cherylweet, my chongweet,my paulinedar,my pamelaweet,my gdfriendMIN& myshirleyweet)
all of your hardwork appreciated!
i love your to bits. (:
thank you for planning and giving me a memorable birthday(:
HUGGGS! touched to tears. ^^"

this are my sweetest alternates. CHONG IS TAKING THE PIC! (:
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some visuals below !!!!

my beautiful birthday cupcakes! (drooling)

with my lovely cake, i took a picture! (:

i blow the relight candles. ( phew! ^^" its tough)

i use my mouth to pick the candles up(: funnnny.


this is before my surprise. she is my love(:

another love holding onto my beautiful cake. (: happpy!

thn, i make a wishh..
i wishh....
dun tell you!! :P

supposed to meet my dear today for breakfast.
in the end i had this terrible stomach flu, tormenting me almost one whole week.
7 days , toilet my second home.
went to visit the doctor.
medicines AGAIN.
scaryy..
i need to be well!
i wanna eat the things i wan on friday!
yes, my motivation! (:

seeya!
gotta shower now.
tata!

buh-bye!!!
MUACKS!

lovely diary,

today is tuesday!
DIM SUM DAY w my alternates!
some pictures before this big EVENT rolling in....(:

cheryl and me! I LOOK SPASTIC. :P

gdfriendMIN, cherriecheryl plus me!
lallalalalla.

i love the colours, VERY BRIGHT!

again, we are CAMWHORING in toilet.

yes! in toilet! (:

pretttty! (: weeet-weeet!


last picture to go.
they are my two (tolerate my stupidness) sweeetest friends! (:

okay! i am going to listen to my BEST faci in the world 6p!
he always laughs at me.
yes, i am a FUNNY girl (:

more pictures for my dimsum!
i shall show you soon okay!
dun sulk anymore!
SMILE!!!

tata!
i'm out!
MUACKS!

buh-byeee!

TAKEMEAWAY

lovely,

ever felt numb in something?
ever felt no feelings in something that you've once loved so much?
ever you felt disappointed when you get older?
yes, i am feeling all this way.
well, no moodswings, not feeling any random.
its a just when you feel you are not important, you will feel this way.
all i can say is" its okay", "no worries".
what i can still say? -grin-

well, today is MONDAY.
but i am more engaged to my coding lesson today.
learning something different from PHP.
something funny happened in our class today.
our teammate ran off with other teammates to form one team.
i was quite pissed and shocked indeed.
coz i feel that i must be the lousy one ( its true) thats why she left our team.
must be she feeling too blue.
i can understand(:
this is reality.
what to do? HAHAHAS.

weekends work is really tiring.
but, nevertheless, i enjoy every process of working.
and the thoughts of my salary banking into my bank acc definitely perks me up!
HAHAHAHS.

gotta go home now!
byebye!!
MUACKS!

ps: i miss mydear. (:

videos!

HI LOVELY DIARY!!

this is what i got when i was youtubing!


presents to you the handsome JOE CHEN! (:
oh my goodness.
i guess everyone will drool.
coz he is super handsome after his haircut!
:P

tonight dinner and dance w my mum's colleague!
RETRO theme.
hahah. i am going to be the RETROwoman ehm, girl tonight!!
lalalal. seeya!

smoochies!