my phone.

lovely diary...

i got my new phone and my new line.
got 2000 messages and 200 mins of outgoing calls.
this time round, i am not going to bomb my own bills and my pocket. :P
to those who have not received my new number, inform me okay?
and CS, I HAVE SENT YOU MY NEW NUMBER, REPLY ME IF YOU HAVE RECEIVED OKAY.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH(:

yes, finally, after so many days of work, i got two days off.
phew~
hehe. i am so drained off after long hours of work..
but i need money to survive.
well, HANG ON. (:

i am going to get my laptop cable later with my mum.
she SPONSORING me!
hehe. coz i am broke paying my phone.
poverty in me.. :(

read i mag.
and i saw one yogurt shop called FROLICK.
looks nice.
i wanna go there one day. hehe.
(:

okay,
seeyou soon!
BYEEE!
MUACKS!

interesting.

lovely diary..

yes, today is a saturday.
nice weather to sleeep, and rot at house.
and of course blogging.
and when i am checking my school mail,
i found this...



hahahas. and my goodness.
there is this elective in LOVE & ROMANCE. (:
hahah. nice article.
maybe you all can search this. (:
so interesting..

whn i am working in seng kang,
i looked at all the bakers baking bread and cakes ..
i wonder what is their feeling when baking all these lovely goodlooking cakes and bread.
are they thinking about the sense of achievement when customers smiled eating their hardwork
OR just for the sake of baking to earn money..
HAHAHS. if its for me, i think i will just to love baking for people to smile, rather than taking the money.
i can do part time jobs, but bake for free.
STUPIDITY. hahah. (:



this is my ANGRY boyf.
he dislike me taking his pic..
hehe. bleah.
i took it anyway. (:

finally...
after some long persuasion...



taa-daa! i took a pic with him with my newest hairstyle.. hehhe.
okay.
i am going to meet him , he is comin my house for dinner today..
hehe. got big meal to eat le! hahahs.

seeya!
oh no, i am working tom!
BOOHOO. nvm, 55 bucks. (:
heheh.
buh-bye!!
MUACKS!

HOHOHO!

lovely diary...

YESYES I AM BACK!!
hehe. been busy at work for two whole days..
today is my off day...
ehehe. and tom have to start again... :(

well, my irritable bowel syndrome is back..
went to visit the doctor in yishun ytd during work time..
due to my painy tummy of mine...
not cooperating very well with its owner, ME. :(
god.

kyboyf really came to look for me after his chalet..
and he acc me to the doctor..
heheh. and this doctor is very weird..
he loves to talk to me with his eyes closed...-.-
i wonder why...
doctor said my this illness is incurable.
he said no research is found to cure it.
he asked me to relax myself.
he asked me to not be so stress..
no late nights sleeeping, no over tiring.
keep stress level to the minimum or zero.
STRESS is what it causes me to have this IBS .
i have to watch my diet.
cannot eat too much.
no milk, no cheese, no oily, no gassy, no spicy stuffs.
tell me, what is the meaning of life without all these.
at the moment, i felt like dying..
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

anw, i went back to work immediately.
i LOVE yishun.
coz i was busy the whole day ytd.
time REALLY flies.
hahaa. (:
how nice!!

today is a complete rest day for me..
no, its a day out with kyboyf today..
hope it doesnt rain today..
hope its just cloudy plus windy day.
(:

okay!
seeya!
BUH-BYE!!!!
MUACKS!!!!

march 17

lovely diary..

hello!
i am back from my outing with dollie, jass and jojo!
hhehe.
yes, we cam whore, and neo print! (:
so niceee to have a great chat with them(:
that ends my off days perfectly. (:

can you imagine sitting outdoor, enjoying the breezy wind, eating the yummy delicious apple shrudel, is such a wonderful and simple feeling(:
hehhe.















































all the visuals above! (:
you can see how much happiness in us! (:
HUGGGS!

off for youtube.
buh bye!!
MUACKS!

BANG!

lovely diary....

hehe. you know i cut my fringe!

into BANGS. (:

hehe. TAA-DAA. (:

:P

hehe. this is what i have procastinated for many days or weeks.

i pluck up my courage to cut when out with my girls.

woolalala.

i had shivers when i cut this fringe.

hehe. well, i am used to my bangs now.

adaptability 100% (:

out with my girls are superb.

photos will be uploaded when i am using my lappie(:

we have heart to heart talks.

it feels great afterall. (:

today will be out with my jass, jojo and dollie! (:

before i start my hectic work schedule tom :(

hehehe.

and mykyboyf going to have his fun in his chalet today..

he will be away for three days.

he promised me he will find me at work when he come back. (:

he better keeep his promise! ^^"

now, i am off to youtube.

NEW episode of they kiss again has been RELEASED! (:

yeayea!!

off i go.

have a nice day!

MUACKS!

dreams

lovely diary..

i've been spending quality time during my three days off.
good goood! (:
went over to gran's place ytd.
hehe.
ever since after my grandpa passed away..
she is always alone.
i felt a pain in my heart. :(

and after a chat with her, i met kyboyf. (:
we went for a walk ( shopping) randomly.
hehe. well, bought nothing, but its great to just simply walk.
bused home, and we stand all the way to boon lay.
had a great chat with kyboyf, and i realised everyone has a dream.
what is mine thn?

everyone asked me this.
but somehow i did not know what to answer.
i felt lost at times..
and i decided to be the woman behind every successful man.
i wish i can help him by all means.
(: maybe this is my dream. :P
NOBLE RIGHT. hahahs. i know.
call me silly, call me no character.. but this is what i really want.
hehe.

i told kyboyf about my NOBLE dream.
he smiled (: heheh.

well, what is your dream then?

off for youtube.
BYEE!
MUACKS.

(:

lovely diary...

i am glad that my darlingrynn is alright now.
hope she will be fine always.. (:
huggs.

and yes, after a few days of work i finally have my days off again.
saturday meeting the girls.
like finally, yes, i am going to disappear in thin air if i am going to reject them.
heheh. i am sooo soo srrry..

in one months time, school is going to reopen.
busy time is approaching..
i dunno if i can cope anot.
hope i can man. (:

cs called few days ago..
hehehe. he is coming back from states ard june.
(: and we are going to have chalet together again!!
for a long long time .. (:

my pay is here , and i am going to spend it again..
this time, is buying my boy's present.
ohhh.. i planned it all. hehe. (:
hope he loves it.
wahaha.

ytd i was sitting beside a granny.
i saw the wrinkled skin she is having.
the walking stick she carrying..
i begin to think my mummy is getting this old..
i begin to heart ache.
i said to myself, i have lots to do being a fillial girl of hers.
maybe i can start from now. (:

yes, my reflections for ytd.
so much to feel, little to write.
cos i dunno when to start. ^^"

okay.
off to my THEY KISS AGAIN EP 13
haha. HUGGGS!
missses.
MUACKS.

gained.

lovely diary..

i tell you something shocking!
i've gained 3 kg!
i was 42kg, now i am 45!
hello, all thanks to SENGKANG.
goodness!! i need to keep myself fit alil.
felt so much unhealthy. (:

ytd was day out with kyboyf.
out to buy my home slippers.
mushrooom head. hehe.
act cute i know.
hehe. (:
thn i was procastinating about this crumpler handbag for 99 bucks.
gonna be my sch new bag..
and i gonna get it on thurs with mum. (:
she agreed on it, because its not using her $$. (:
dinner at home with my kyboyf in my house. (:
yes, my day off is with him..
anyway, he is going to be busy busy, and me too.
booohoo, less time meeet ups. :(

well, enough of all this.
these few days at work..
got once i almost cried.
i serve this couple with two kids plus one upcoming in the mummy's tummy.
they look kind and nice to me..
and when they trying to tell me something..
they need hand signals, and i was dumb, coz i dun understand much of the signals.
thn they tried very hard to communicate with me..
just to buy a pants.
the father of three, husband of his kind wife trying very hard to get her a suitable pair of pants.
and i realised they cant speak.
looking at the way the husband trying to look for pants that suits his wife, i was touched.
sincerely touched in my heart.

yes, after all the communication, i managed to make them like this pants.
and it was expensive to his wife..
but the father was saying, its okay.
as long as you like, you can fit, i buy it for you.
though they cant speak.. their love for each other is inexplicable.
such a simple gesture, its the sweeetest above all the sweet words and hugs and kisses and ex presents.
my eyes welled with tears..
but its only after they left, i drop a tear.
i felt that its so sweeet and the sincere feeling is there.
they nv take each other for granted, and this is what i have to learn from them.

yes, work is a life experience though its more to money matter.
but, i see stories everyday when i work..
different stories and happenings.
maybe work is getting more interesting.

well, i have my 3 days off once again.
need some time for myself thn.
gym, read, housework,eat,walk around.
yes, my time JACLYN'S TIME (:

good night!
buh-bye!
MUACKS.

hi!

lovely diary..

i felt that sengkang aunties all very funny.
always wanna intro their sons to me..
i even went dumb to give one of them my number...
i didnt know she is going to recommend me her son..
when i finish give her miss call, she said pointing in her phone...
" this is my son... he 20 odd plus le.... going to sail out for 5 yrs...
you also 20 odd plus yes? "
maybe she just wanna show me her son.
i think too much..
i was like duh..
hehe.

hahah..
tell you ah.. today i spend 15 bucks just on food.
wah, i calculated and taa daa.
there goes my 15 bucks...


hahahs.
okays.
i shall go for my you tube thn orh orh...
night!

(:

lovely diary...

yes, my work starts again after a very fast three days holidays..
hehe. well,today work went well :]
and today my boyf came down and look for me.
helping me to run errands , and more impt, to TALK to me.
if not, i will be super boredddd ... :P

and ytd was meiling's bdae celebration(:
it all went well too, went fish and co for dinner instead of hard rock. (:
well, some happenings cropped up...
hehe.

tom still have to work.
tell me, can i have a shorter way to reach my workplace.
maybe you can say i am complacent.
but, really, its too far man :(
boo, i shall stop complaining.
coz within a few moreee 10 plus days in sengkang..
i am moving back to yishun!
WOOHOOO.
means more people, nearer, transport home.
-giggles- hehe.

okays.
my entry is BORINGGG.
come on, my life is BORRING too (:
byebye!

off for you tubeeee. (:
i promise i will slp at one :P
goooody nighty!!

MUACKS.
ps: love can be very simple. (:

manies.....

lovely diary..

finally i had my three days off!!
yesterday there is this one stupid, dumbest and cruelest woman steal my pants, when i was away to buy fooood!
i just hope she will not steal, making me feeeeel bad.
no cursing, coz i alr said that her butt will LAN when wear..
but i know there is this word call karma.... retribution..
i shall hold back all the cursings to myself....
i have a nice boss, who refuse to deduct my pay when i felt so bad. (:
this is the only thing that i can get some encouragements...

and sat was celebration with clique! (:
ERIC TAN, HAPPPY BIRTHDAY !!! (:
well, i never wish him late, i wish him on the dot. (:
hehehe. happy dinner. (:

today.. was 25 feb.
the month that i and my boyf get together.
two years, not very long, but i am happy for that(:
we went out to k-singing, eat sushi, and shopped ard suntec.
boyf bought me a bigger turtle.
as i have all sizes from smallest turtle to the second biggest turtle.
turtle collection. (:

thn tom is a day out with my mummy. finally, i have some time with her.
if not, she is going to nag nag nag at me! (:
TEEHEE. (:

okays. i am off to watch youtube!
good night!
MUACKS.

drained.

lovely diary..

working at a place far far away from you is really an art of living.
and i could not stand the long hours of "no people shopping" days..
once, i fell asleep without me knowing okay.
yes, thats the quietness that joc reminded me during our gathering.
well, seems easy money, but it tough okay.
at that moment, i wanna take a knife, and kill myself.
gosh, i can seng kang people dun shop for clothes.

fortunately my boyf came and visit me despite his off day. (:
bought my all time fav in mac, the milk shake. (:
and my fav snack, pao. (:
he acc me for only like one hr thn he went off.
hahah. he said coming here was not easy. :P
now he knows my sufferings..
he will dote on me more yes? (:

after a hour of loveys, i am back alone myself.
thn i have my dave pelzer book with me these two days.
but sales not good.
blame on the book, superstitious me.(:

tom is another day of travelling..
so tired..................
i wish i have an aeroplane, to fly me there(:
so that i need not wake up at 8am despite my work starts at 11. (:
booooo. :(

tom is eric's bday.
tom thn wish him! (:

2 more days to 2 years anniversary with my boyf.
(:

whats more...
is i finally got my three straight offdays coming sooon.
hehehe. happy happpy! (:

tune in sooon!
loveees.
MUACKS!

results.

lovely diary,

my results for yr2sem2 is out!

3.11, i am contented enough.

hehehe.

i expected abit bit more.

like 3.2
but, never.

year 3 is much more tougher.

jiayou man. (:

but i am glad that i've cleared my CE and PP.

all PASSED! (:

this is the greatest achievement i had in year2(:

ohhh.. based on last entry...

i finally got my nets under me! (:

my mum was in reluctance to let me handle.

but, she gave in.

i won this battle, but we patched up too.

there is this saying goes: "one stone kill two birds"

this is my situation now(:

bought dave pelzer book.

3 stories at one go.

" a child called it, and i forgotten the other two"

i was interested in the book a child called it years ago.

but i did not buy it.

now i finally got it (:

okays.

time for my work.. (:

"WQ! JIAYOU FOR TODAY TRAINING!

you can de!

LOVES!"

okays.

buh- bye!!!

MUACKS.

(:

lovely diary...

well, things dont go well for me at home today.
i finally had my off day and rest at home.
but housework seems to be haunting me..
well, today i jut did a lil.
coz daddy has his off day..
so he helped me out. (:

thn i spent my whole afternoon watching you tube videos.
th my mum start screaming at me to help out with steamboat tonight.
after dinner, we fell out with each other.
i am not supposed to use the nets card.
but its such a hassle if i am going to keep on asking for my card when my salary is here.
i said i have grown up.
she started her screaming thn.
i kept quiet.
she say she thought the card is with her all the time.
never she think that i will "hide" the card from her.
well, it feels good to control my own finance.
but, i did not have this intention to "hide" from her.
i always thought she allows me to keep it.
thats it, well, my fault isnt it?
she said when can she trust me? my goodness.
the sentence is heavy.
i hold my tears.

thn its okay.
i tried to discuss the matter of me opening a new account, to keep all my salaries and allowance.
she ignored me.
fine.

thn, i kept all the folded clothes in my room.
i scolded my sis of she messing up my cupboard.
but i was wrong about her.
so its my fault.
i kept quiet...
she continue saying that i keep clothes also no use,coz its like never keep like that.
still messy..
i kept quiet again..
i help her re arrange all her clothes, she said dun put her clothes with mine.
saying i always take her things.
i cried in the darkness.
i cant hold it anymore, i went to the toilet to cry my hearts out. (:
i never know i held back so much tears. (:

i cant sleep.
so here i am to divert my attention to my lappie.
you tubing again. :P

well, i have nothing to sad about, i told myself.
jiust some plain quarrels and nasty words.
i can take it (:

so what if i cried till my eyes are puffy, my nose blocked like nobody's business...
a day in life is precious..
24 hrs i can live very happily.
forget and go ahead.
this is life, isnt it?
(:

chill jac!
byeee!
MUACKS.

ps: i miss MYdear.

oh goodness!

lovelydiary..

i am so drained after my work like almost everyday.
yes, goodfriendMIN, i am really drained, tired because of travelling.
its a verrry long journey man.
like it takes 26 mins from seng kang to outram
and another 30 mins from outram to boonlay.
and another 10 mins of bus from boonlay to my house.
and maybe 5 mins to wait for the bus.
and lastly, 3 mins to reach my door (:
total time taken: 74 mins to reach home.
PHOOOOOF. dead beat tired..

these few days at work, was totally a stressed up.
with so "MANY" people coming to look at the clothes, i need to worry about the sales.
i've been sitting alone in a small pushcart talking to myself, and singing to myself.
and praying to myself, pray that customers will drop by, and BUY clothes for themselves.
COME ON, your need to protect your bare bodies yes?
please BUY (:
fortunately, some very generous customers willing to hear out my recommendations and bought 3 to 4 pieces.
that will be alot for me. (:

i've been eating like nobody's business because i am just BORED.
plain BORED and tired.
oh my. i still got so many days to survive.
i need to do something about my boredom. :)
people may ask why i am working so hard, when i got my allowance even during my hols and school?
hmmm... i wish to be like my dear, able to work hard for life and future.
i wish i can go closer to him, on how is it feel like to work and study at the same time.
and work even more in hols..
so that i can be able to understand him more (:

and OF COURSE, i work also for MONEY! (:
if not i go out , i sure eat grass ^^"
so broke.
my spending has been quite high.
i bought fox dress and one polo when i am shopping with mydear.
i need to buy more tops, coz all tops are all too small for me.
tight! puberty...
its time to control myself to save MONEY. . :)
for this, i have discussed with my dear (:

tom is another day of work.
god bless me. (:

MUACKS.
goodnight, and do not let the bed bugs bite.
dyllis said this to me before.^.-

PHOTOS!!

lovely diary..

first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY LIAO KAILIN!
&.... HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!! (:
some photos that i have not been posted for you to see. (:

TAA-DAA!

my lovely girls (:


my clique ever so wonderful (:


another wonderful photo(:


i neglected her once for very long time.. i am back (:
she is my darlingCIOUS. (:


she is my sweetest love.


my crapy boyf.(:


yu sheng. (:


two honeys!


so many photos. (:
today vday is simple and nice (:
caught AH LONG pte ltd just wanna laugh my hearts out :P
and had pepper lunch for dinner.
FULL.
thn shopped ard city hall.
home sweet home!

today's vday is simple.
thank you dear, MYboyf. (:

loves!
MUACKS.

happybirthdaypart2

lovely diary..

today was a day out with my clique for JOC LOW birthday(:
dined at crystal jade...
it was superb.
right people, right dishes, perfect dinner. (:

thn...
we went over to the cathay for ben&jerry's ice cream.
YUMMYlicious!
really, its NICE. (:

presents for the lovely birthday girl: birkenstocks @pleasure perfume. (:
hope you will love it honey! (:

tom is valentines' day.
what do you feel on this special day?

nite!
buh-bye!!
muacks!

生日快乐。

lovely diary!!
i had my fun day out ytd!

first of all, today is JOCELYN LOW BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU SWEETHEART! (:
meeting laterr!
happyhappy. (:

back..
ytd was shirleyweet advanced bdae!
we had our plans ruined.
BOOOOOOO.
next yr will be better! I PROMISE! (:

let all the photos tell the story of us! (:




we gave her flesh imp $60 voucher.
go shopping like crazy okay!?
hahahas. hugggs!

hehehes!
lovely!
hope shirley loves her BIRTHDAY SURPRISE!

and more photos coming up! (:

seeya!!
BYEEE!
MUACKS!

恭喜发财

恭喜发财!!!!!!!
HUAT ARHHHH!!!

yes, chinese new yr is here!
4 GREAT days, and i am spending it very HAPPILY. (:
first is with my family, relatives.
a get-together session with all of them! (:
i dunno why, but it just feel so so great! (:

second day..
dearest came to my house to do some new yr visiting.
and after quite some time in my house..
we decided to catch a movie.
KUNG FU DUNK.
yes, its superb nice.
well, i can say, its worth while spending 9.50bucks (:
hehehs (:

third day..
a day in my small aunt house.
HAHAHS. all i know is eat and eat and eat.
really, is ALL EAT! (:
besides this, i also dunno what i can do when doing visiting.. (:
GIGGLES! (:

fourth day..
its POH WANQIN'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!
HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU.... (:
and we did some home visiting too..
BLACK JACK IS THE GAME OF THE DAY! (:
met up with the rest, and had great fun!
celebration at birthday girl house.
ohh. verrry nicee. (:

and now, here i am, hair is wet
and i am now feeeling like i am drained. :(
so tired.
another more few days of visitings, and upcoming events!
tired, but EXCITED!
stay tuned!! (:

loves!
MUACKS!

p.s : finally, it is back once again. (:

lovely diary..

worked for two weekends.
VERY TIRED.
hahahs.
but i am announced UNEMPLOYED. (:
coz no more projects till dunno when..
ahhahas.
no $$ for 2 mths.
eat grass when go out. (:

met up with dearest this morning.
and shopped for his new yr clothes in far east this morning.
HAHAHS, yes.. he bought his ideal shirt. (:
guys, shopping can be very fast. (:

thn he left me alone in orchard for work,
i am meeting my alternates, gdfriendMIN, and cheryl for shopping in town in the afternoon.
hahahs. BUT, i was alone to loiter like one pooor lady..
for like one hr plus.
WELL, i met nice juniors(eunice and qian ying) frm westwood to chat with me.
she tending one shop in FAR EAST.
thn i sat there and chatted happily away(:
yes, they reveal many gossips! (:
o0ops! hehehe.

thn..
i met up with my two loveys.
ahahah. nice day out with them..
bought my nice light pink nail polish from O2 skin!! (:
happy happy. (:
we shopped every shops in FAR EAST(:
yes, WE KNOW WHAT WE EACH OTHER LIKED.
hahahahs. thats cool! (:

thn home sweet home.
tomm will be my housework day(:
yes, slog like a maid bahhh!

i hope your will be okay.
hugs.

loves, ME!
muacks!